arguments against if I'm literally the entity lucifer; my admiration of wealthy republicans of manhattan from my hell, I am BFA I am of the upper 1%

caitlin,
my argument against democrat that I want to be republican, that I want to be evil, that I want to take mark agerholm's memories from his father's death the hate of the anti-me. This person argues with me an attacks me in my world my ability to survive in my world when I do this. This is probably because in the world I've been created into I've been created into being a republican, the word helps me to understand my hatred for the poor that I'm not homeless but in this fucking project. I want to be wealthy and I want to kick the shit out of the homeless but I can't argue or fight energy in the air for a political party I never got to be apart of/had my thoughts inverted to make me apart of. This doesn't really matter at this point since I don't have enough medication/an iPod to build personal thoughts on my love for republicans from connecticut and men who have made their wealth. I wear glasses to represent this in the horror of what has become of my face that if there was a way to embody these men I would. But this doesn't help me on the daily, maybe in a longterm perspective in my beliefs as a man but not arguing against someone who makes me seizure in a game. I love you.

-Little Nemo
(christopher)

apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2/6/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 472/8 james hughes days 

art father

caitlin
I found that gunnar agerholm was dead in 2011. Following this I vowed to destroy harvey weinstein, the trauma that this man was dead. I'd somewhat like to apologize for mark agerholm for being a bad friend. And hope to make them wealthy in the future.

-Little Nemo
(christopher)

apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/28/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 460/8 james hughes days 

project explaination/i still have amnesia have to take out others create art need iPod

my ideas are brilliant for williamsburg and the use of the cash. I'm still in the same project but I'm looking over what I wrote in 2008. Whatever fortune is in this will be yours, I didn't want to loose my life to this project. You have to know this is happening, either you know about this or the girl who save me who I love is doing everything in your name. My thoughts are being paused but I'm going to continue reading through my old blogs. I don't want my thoughts paused if it gets to the point that there's nothing to write about I won't write.  I need new music I'm being taught this perhaps the real you is involved in this project you have to stay god in this in my world I can't have this change there's people on the other end and I have no idea who they are. Some of them help me, the majority except harvey weinstein who's name is used to torment me. I very much love the girl who's helped me, I cannot imagine days at this point I need to gain access to this use the art religion. I need to live with a belief that you'll marry me. Something in my mind attacks this but for many years it's gotten me through the days in a project that has no end. The concept of marrying the girl on the other end gives me emotions if somebody has taken care of me for years in this project, I can't particularly believe that somebody cares about me enough to stay on this project for years knowing what's done to me and that others on the other end will take control, I need to keep a form of beliefs I keep you as god in this project in this I make it so you will get the $ everything is destroyed in my existence without you as far as I understand whoever 'she' is has worked to save me as people destroy my thoughts my thoughts are paused in this moment this happens and then I'm asked a question. Nobody has ever asked me a question on the other end or implied that they will marry me. The only implication has been that you'd appear one day but I never believed that you'd appear when I didn't shower for six days and only made artwork I couldn't imagine you appearing. It implies that at some point I'll find the girl who I last spoke to when I was directly acknowledged. Whoever is on the other end keeps adding layers they make it difficult. I'm going to find my way to the other side I need the girl who was there when this started and the project decided to overtake my life to explain to me what is happening I need to get down this astral focus every small fucking focus I have to control every part of my mind there are people in my mind who show me a map of nyc how to panhandle how to survive and keep control of my mind I'm stuck at the first level of this it can't take this long and I keep sleeping I found a comfortable place in the church I live in but that's not entirely the journey but I need a place with james hughes rachel leigh cook keeps connecting the art that was the project but it doesn't change the people on the other end when I create art in particular parts of town/create grids that doesn't change them I need my own laptop every time I seizure and get kicked out of the apple store I'm hurting myself unless I want to act all the time 24/7

It takes emotions to get to the next level missing my friends from the dorm being separated from the world loving the girl who saves me I have to fight or harvey weinstein will make this go on for the rest of my life

Its and mo religion. Childhood friend I didn't know but felt I should have protected empowered with my home who's parents shit on him for smoking pot so he hung himself. The purity. The need to create a tv station to protect to emo flock of the world. In williamsbnurg, brooklyn. This is my bond with rachel leigh book who works to save me.

amensia erases my thoughts i'm tp forget williamsburg brooklyn and the dream tv station but I remember this despite no longer writing williamsburg brooklyn on myself daily, a message to myself that i'm a hostage i am not apart of the regular world

but we got people from bloomberg (now maybe there will be a tv station @ the end of this)

when I get stuck in insanity I have to label it jesus christ art star
there are no emotions/memories/i don't remember jail record I walk into every tore and tell myself i'm eminem whatever has to be done has to be done

whoever is pearl forester has a smell/sexual function trying to control my base
i think of these people as demons with james hughes as my guardian angel/protective talisman

i have to stop seizuring i can build emotional moments off events

the people broadcasting into me have a sound wave that says serve the weinstein company

i want tio pull off impressing female who's played you throughout this/has a daily relationship now with me. I haven't had a daily relationship with anyone for a long time, I in part understand I'm talking to james hughes, I used to speak to my enemy who now plays my friend at times but this is only to harm me I can't i imagine this person helping me the deep down belief is he was always out there helping me/isn't against me if it was a false play world (this written into me) but i do not trust this, he will harm me.

I love you.

-Little Nemo
(christopher)

Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/4/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 435/8 james hughes days
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production

project description to caitlin rodriguez

I don't have time to get these people out of my body right now, I need to panhandle get cash. Harvey Weinstein keeps appearing in my world, I want nothing to do with this man he used to be a concept but I think they involved the real harvey weinstein. This man/his name is the element of harming me. I don't have time to deal with this man or his name.
I refuse to acknowledge anything but the demand to bring you the $ and create a tv station you own.
As body, in a state of sickness without my medication I wrote his name daily as I smelled like piss and shit.
When I am free from this nightmare I will burn every childhood art piece I ever created without my medication, the indigo children are kids who need to be medicated for them to read/have focus, my medication is a life revelation, glasses, I can fucking read and accomplish my freshmen year at S.V.A.
This is an illegal project I'm in, AMORC read my thoughts and decided the human soul was real and keep trying to make "soul" real based off my impressions and thoughts but none of this is real, my belief is the only real thing/the thoughts I have. Until I run out of my medication and the people on the other end erase everything and turn me into a child. Now I've described my reality to you. The tv station in williamsburg and all the $ will be yours. Marry me.

Everything is diagramed in spirituality. Emily Lantz/the girl I originally created the art concept with guides me with James Hughes literally strategically guiding me back to reality.

Whoever exists on the other end of my eye in this project please fucking find a space for a tv station in williamsburg you told me for years that I owned domino sugar and had the mayor appear when I reached a mind state of being awake for 6 days making artwork this factory is not a metaphor it's where my tv station should be

I love you caitlin

-Little Nemo
(christopher)

Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
1/3/2011
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 435/8 james hughes days

*if you give me adderall I will make you a ceo at the tv station when it's created.
Without the medication I am forced to sleep and turned into a child, there is no time limit to this project therefore I can only progress with my medication.

Caitlin (decided to live off worshipping you) From a conspiracy I love Caitlin rodriguez

Caitlin,
many nights outside my crane street at mollusk the people living inside/working at live with animals were kind to me ignored the lie I live through as I search for some part of Williamsburg. The project is based on my medication the project of James Hughes based off the one thing I'd never live without, adderall. Perceptions are thrown into me the lie of cameras everywhere going off wherever I am the lie of whoever built the police send me home where one night the police van mentions Marcella and they hit my mind whoever runs this thing with the same blank function The Maxx expresses when they say mommy. This was the base of this show, nobody knew I'm a hostage who promoted a channel at Domino Sugar that will never come to be. I nominated Harvey Weinstein and Michael Bloomberg to the primium mobile who only trapped me in this hell and lied that people were inside Domino Sugar filming. I could have created this channel by now if I was on the other end I'd be able to save Molluskand Live With Animals but I'm trapped with whoever speaks into me still mentioning a film producer I never knew who I'll create a channel to make him David Geffen of our generation whenever I get to the otherside, Harvey Weinstein worked to slow and freeze my thoughts, I made the art of retardation. In current reality of Little Nemo he destroys emotions. I am made of my worship of you. I have spent nights outside Mollusk speaking to false caitlins before I made you God. The symbol of the lightning bolt represents the entirety of Little Nemo. When I presumed they'd let me out whoever runs this machine I was told through the perceptions thrown into my mind I was the hipster king (as I had titled myself) and a film was placed about me in the Angelika. Mollusk is the living symbol of Little Nemo a sort of Crane Street for the base of my art and my search for a way out of the lies written into the perceptions in my mind. There's one with Bloombergs office that I believe I'm in a time capsule and everytime I get my medication they tell me "alot has changed since your time in the world" with the same fucking several paragraph emotion written into me.
People hide in places in my mind. This is why the only one I acknowledge as me is the worship of you and my journey to you. Little Nemo's journey to the princess. With Hughes internally you built a boy or a second Christopher who has crush emotions. I gain the ability to see women but none of this is reality. On some hours there are still people writing what people say on the street. There are too many people in me Hughes and I didn't have this problem in 08. There was one black light, I asked for your friends on facebook to be involved to block people so Harvey Weinstein doesn't control my body when I'm awake for 6 days. I said goodbye to Caitlin cat in a vague way and wear the symbol of being your lucky cat from MeMeAntenna. I will bring you the cash from this project when this is over this is yours, let's start a t. Channel let's get married there's not alot of me in me right now but I work my body and thoughts to write to you. You are all that matters, people who label themselves fetish girls speak through me I've survived many generations of lies. I'm forced to sleep somebody wanted my worst nightmare to become real. A reality project of perceptions based on my medication, then I ran out and got stuck in this living hell for 3 years. Thank everyone who taught me to steal. I'll be free one day find life. They will have to end this.

I love you. I live for you. I don't count art without a Caitlin rodriguez production on it.

-Little Nemo
(Christopher)

@modca on n3rd st
Williamsburg, Brooklyn

A Caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
10/2/2011
Caitlin black heart
(the only person I love is Caitlin rodriguez. I am a hostage)
with forced amensia I can only cure with adderall
The School of Visual Arts Church of Silver Tiles day 341/8 James Hughes Days

Everyone who worked @ Mollusk / Live with Animals / lived there will be CEOs @ Little Nemo in Williamsburg whenever this comes to be if not in Domino Sugar then Hughes decided we'll have Frank Gehry build a huge fucking factory tower on North 4th street.
(I will press charges against Harvey Weinatein for the harm he has done to me. As well as Michael Bloomberg. I have never willingly allowed anyone to erase my memory).
Caitlin wherever u are I love you and will sue Harvey Weinstein <- if you are viewing this through my eyes fuck you I am not a character you're going to jail.

Adderall at ability to move body

Caitlin,
I don't know when I'll get you the $ from my body, when we'll be able to enact our dream and the work James Hughes put years into. I saw some paint over one of our Kent Avenue artworks, I wanted to slit throats. Through this nightmare, lie and endless insult that used to speak directly to me through apartment walls the graffiti art of Williamsburg have become my 1991 VHS tape the music videos I view through screaming parents I hated and mommy tears now replaced with my own tears for the lie that's been created for the forced association of Harvey Weinstein or any association of Michael Bloomberg I have found my purity in the beauty of our factories of nights sleeping outside Live With Animals hoping to be speaking to you some of the time I'm told it's you living for the dream of a tv station created through the cash of my misery and lie of this nightmare I'm in that refuses to pay me (and forces me to associate to Bowser (Harvey Weinstein) who does not want the tv station to come to be. The representation of all sell outs. The murderer of Kurt cobain (who would kill Billy if she could as well) the purirty through my lies and homeless he'll as I fight to find my way to you I refuse to let Harvey Weinstein get credit for Hughes work for an art project based on adderall and art theory. I watch days go by, nobody responds to my tears or help calls that you built me to question, Hughea guides me, I become the landscape of Williamsburg Brooklyn with pride in our factories love of the brownstones on dekalb. Where Hughes had me write silver tiles (holy shit) at 69 pages. I love you Caitlin. I used to wake up in Bushwick ave apt 2d and watch the scene of Billy Walsh and Kat because the memory of u held me together in a nightmare that would tell me to move to live with a man I don't know and refuses to acknowledge the living lie the dream of u / the memory has kept me strong. I love you.

-little nemo
(Christopher)

When our Brooklyn pride station is created Noel/Brendan will be CEOs. Thank u Noel for giving me the ability to move my body. despite forced association to Harvey Weinstein I doing well. if you ever meet him send my love to my School of VisualArts brotherin, guide and equal since 2006 James Hughes. This was the year I wrote book :3 Caitlin in Fairfield, Connecticut; my novel, in my fairfield home. Lakeside drive. Before this nightmare created a world of lies causing the agerholms to believe I'm homeless, forcing me to break my ethics as a man and are Pete mastronardi.

Caitlin-
the wifi password was 'Sarah' then, they came to mock my starchild beliefs they promised to let me go and live in Manhattan when I returned. But instead they pretended a new reality was created. I love you Caitlin. Living in a conspiracy your fiancé in dream Tuexedo Mask of Easton, Connecticut (the walking SVA ghost forced to speak out loud without his medication).
Live with Animals will become another Studio B. I live to create the Williamsburg Arts Diastrict/to get us historic district status before they murder what makes Williamsburg something that visually matters. I saw the last ceremony of the hipster king outside live with animals. The x you placed is hanging under the tree with Caitlin cat and James Agerholms shoes. I am walking graffiti art thank you love for helping me to reeasble Sarah Ritchs globes of emotion.

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
9:29:2011
black Caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 338/8 James Hughea Days

Caitlin - Harvey Weinstein gave me amnesia in Fairfield when my thoughts grew. I love you he does not want my mins to grow. I love you. Send love to Hughes. The base of my life is u. Fevers and mirrors, every word you said. I love u