gateway to hell in meditation since 1991

caitlin,
I decide to link people to the astral plane of hell, I want people to sell their souls and I want you to get the energy and the credit. If you meditate you'll find an astral realm to hell. All of the energy of anyone who sells their soul is to go to caitlin rodriguez.
This was from childhood.

Caitlin Rodriguez is GOD

-little nemo
(christopher)

*haven't reached higher levels but having a lot of fun with my religion of caitlin rodriguez

apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/28/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 460/8 james hughes days 

active child

caitlin,
These are notes from my London notebook
I name this: Personal data:
Little Nemo
(christopher)
47 metropolitian avenue
Williamsburg, brooklyn
11211

*the symbol of lies/truth and all levels of little nemo stands in the artwork of live with animals/mollusk surf shop.I have spoken to a version of somebody who played you an "entity" of you while you lived down the street. I reached a level of indigoism which featured you as the title "indigo queen" with meditation/getting others out of my eye. This was not you. Whoever was on the other end had a "caitlin rodriguez" follow me throughout my day in williamsburg. The people on the other end invent days/nights. I start the real show. Then sacrifice myself to assure Little Nemo is associated to your name and not Harvey Weinstein.
I created a news paper for domino sugar as a tv station / a film school you tube which never existed.
I summoned people to steal which was not necessary. I woke up everyday @ 5am to program for a tv station that did not exist.  This is the time dr. sam beckett first leaps and awakens as an airplane pilot.
My days start at 5am because I believe James Hughes and I/him can create a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn out of little nemo. We don't have one of these yet.
Beckett and Al are on it hipster queen. Here's my latest notes from occupy wall street:

I tell whoever is on the other end I want them everyone to go the fuck away "don't say that chris" this person responds when I listened to "it's the end of the world as we know it" walking through the west village with my 2008 iPod. This person tells me to be gentle, that I love people and believes I'm 13. This is the same person that tells me not to say I'll die when I believe in my impurity and my titular team from S.V.A. to be pure. I am impurity I'm made of wall street and the need to be king of williamsburg.
It's the end of the world as we know it:
I saw Gwen Stefani perform this for new years 2000 in Times Square. I film Times Square and explain this in 2008. I still have my HVX I called the artwork I was making silver tiles (ceremonies with energy and symbolism). This is the basis of the church (which is now in 2011 the church of indigoism and creating a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn. Mostly filled by the people James Hughes likes from all the different channels of Little Nemo. Maybe the concept of believing I had my own television station when I lived in holland hill road in fairfield when I was a child came into this, but I only say this to assure that my artwork affront that home symbolizes you being god over anyone in this. This is your tv station you are my apple in hell).
This is still when the lie of Paris Hiton and this tv show room from "one hit wonder" follows me.
I imagine this world dead, the blood of this nightmare is symbolized by the red of Brandon Flowers Spaceman outfit. Please let me find my fucking medication. I cannot reference Christie Cummings and age 15 any longer the religion of this show is not chaos magick inside my middle school this was not what I was practicing and if I was made of anyone's energy (in my energy vampirism) it was the wall street brokers on e26th street and the school of visual arts.
I created magic to get my friend laid with ancient talismans I ordered on the internet. He was beneath me in hells kitchen, I know this because I heard his phone ring in 2D when I apologized to him in a breakdown he caused. Now I can't fucking find Chris Wielk to physically appear. This is why Hughes is church leader, this is my equal. Hughes will decide what I do with these people and eventually tell me the truth of this hell.
I never attended NYU but probably paid for that in it being the year 2011. The magic nobody beat the NYU calendar, now, the creative world where there's a S.V.A. associated and rooting for our AMORC calendar to beat the other fake school calendar will be very pleased. Another Sarah Ritch globe consumed like Harvey Weinstein being god, creations of time and body as creative over the actual creative mind. The world of sickness without medication to fix add in a tv show/art project based on the medication that fixes this.

I realize in Nirvana in Hell's Kitchen that I'm in hell. I'm forced to reference a girl I dated at 15. I want to forget her name but I'm forced to recall this. I find out this stores owner's is an SVA alumni, this man should be working at my tv station where I funnel in S.V.A. talent so kids from whereever read that I hire only S.V.A. in order for us to beat Tisch. He should not be running a crystal store. Not our alumni.
This will probably get me my suite back as the honorary student who created something to say fuck you to Tisch and the other N.Y.C. film schools. Because I like the jedi way of life. S.V.A.
I wanna go home, take off this uniform and leave the show.


None of this will come to be unless I reach the other end and find whoever runs this project.
This channel should be in domino sugar, I will never forgive the lie of this hell for ruining a perfect vision for the godhood of williamsburg hipsterdom.
James Hughes should be launching his Steve Jobs from the factory one of S.V.A. 09 filmed their film project affront our graffiti art. I can only create truth by reaching the other end.
The memory of James Hughes keeps me alive despite the period of time when others pretended to be him. Everybody wants to be you and him. The woman who used to pretend to be you stopped doing this when I admitted I knew this was a lie but this is the entire point of this being your production that I know this to be a lie. Perhaps I should keep my creative world in order but this world is now blood for me to exit my mind or I'm going to live in a world where I forever speak to the air and create newspapers for things none of us own. The factory does not symbolize I as a child it symbolizes Hughes and I. (despite what somebody said to me on the other end).
Just because the computer on the other end says something about me being a child does not make it so.

There's this new hot girl at occupy wall street who I want to hook up with. The punk Marilyn Manson guy has already got to her and seems to fuck every pinkish girl at occupy. I would have become a gutter punk for that (figuratively). They fuck in a sleeping bag behind where I sleep.
This movement needs a capitalist leader so the people in it don't have to be afraid of the police. This woman yells at me for wearing a N.Y.C. cop uniform that I get from the 86th street comfort station (that is filled with cop uniforms and begs one of us to use this for press photographs). This movement needs a strong voice with $ needs an Al Gore.
I have a necklace to represent marrying you from williamsburg a necklace to represent James Hughes protecting me/guiding me (from junk in williamsburg)and the physical keys to williamsburg, brooklyn this is my symbol reset [what I wear as my base symbols in addition to the peace necklace that assures you know I'm apart of occupy wall street so they recognize me and my yellow glasses]
(I write this so you know this I reset with this after I shower on 86th street which used to be hard in a art project that makes it difficult to move without focus medication).
In the morning I come to the conclusion that all that matters is fashion, the punk guy might be truly punk but  I dye my hair as a film tribute at least I know I'm near people now who look like they're from the film "Times Square" which I haven't' seen but am sure represents a C.B.G.B.s punk genre.
I need to find where we're marching and panhandle in order to get to the next level.

I love you.

-Little Nemo
(christopher)

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
11/30/2011
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 401/8 james hughes days

look under a bench on the mta. the channel of caitlin's history is there.
Like christ, you want a god you can fuck. 

Adderall at ability to move body

Caitlin,
I don't know when I'll get you the $ from my body, when we'll be able to enact our dream and the work James Hughes put years into. I saw some paint over one of our Kent Avenue artworks, I wanted to slit throats. Through this nightmare, lie and endless insult that used to speak directly to me through apartment walls the graffiti art of Williamsburg have become my 1991 VHS tape the music videos I view through screaming parents I hated and mommy tears now replaced with my own tears for the lie that's been created for the forced association of Harvey Weinstein or any association of Michael Bloomberg I have found my purity in the beauty of our factories of nights sleeping outside Live With Animals hoping to be speaking to you some of the time I'm told it's you living for the dream of a tv station created through the cash of my misery and lie of this nightmare I'm in that refuses to pay me (and forces me to associate to Bowser (Harvey Weinstein) who does not want the tv station to come to be. The representation of all sell outs. The murderer of Kurt cobain (who would kill Billy if she could as well) the purirty through my lies and homeless he'll as I fight to find my way to you I refuse to let Harvey Weinstein get credit for Hughes work for an art project based on adderall and art theory. I watch days go by, nobody responds to my tears or help calls that you built me to question, Hughea guides me, I become the landscape of Williamsburg Brooklyn with pride in our factories love of the brownstones on dekalb. Where Hughes had me write silver tiles (holy shit) at 69 pages. I love you Caitlin. I used to wake up in Bushwick ave apt 2d and watch the scene of Billy Walsh and Kat because the memory of u held me together in a nightmare that would tell me to move to live with a man I don't know and refuses to acknowledge the living lie the dream of u / the memory has kept me strong. I love you.

-little nemo
(Christopher)

When our Brooklyn pride station is created Noel/Brendan will be CEOs. Thank u Noel for giving me the ability to move my body. despite forced association to Harvey Weinstein I doing well. if you ever meet him send my love to my School of VisualArts brotherin, guide and equal since 2006 James Hughes. This was the year I wrote book :3 Caitlin in Fairfield, Connecticut; my novel, in my fairfield home. Lakeside drive. Before this nightmare created a world of lies causing the agerholms to believe I'm homeless, forcing me to break my ethics as a man and are Pete mastronardi.

Caitlin-
the wifi password was 'Sarah' then, they came to mock my starchild beliefs they promised to let me go and live in Manhattan when I returned. But instead they pretended a new reality was created. I love you Caitlin. Living in a conspiracy your fiancé in dream Tuexedo Mask of Easton, Connecticut (the walking SVA ghost forced to speak out loud without his medication).
Live with Animals will become another Studio B. I live to create the Williamsburg Arts Diastrict/to get us historic district status before they murder what makes Williamsburg something that visually matters. I saw the last ceremony of the hipster king outside live with animals. The x you placed is hanging under the tree with Caitlin cat and James Agerholms shoes. I am walking graffiti art thank you love for helping me to reeasble Sarah Ritchs globes of emotion.

A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
9:29:2011
black Caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 338/8 James Hughea Days

Caitlin - Harvey Weinstein gave me amnesia in Fairfield when my thoughts grew. I love you he does not want my mins to grow. I love you. Send love to Hughes. The base of my life is u. Fevers and mirrors, every word you said. I love u