there is no end to what I once labeled manhatta. I don't ask for torment it comes on it's own and I ask a girl on the other end who I dream as a golddigger to save me. Emotional depth in hell.

caitlin,
the sane thoughts don't stay long. pearl forester will come in with the feeling of wanting to fuck a republican woman and take away these thoughts for everything to match. The memory of when I was acknowledged in this project before they decided to take over my life or attempt to force me to make mediocre artwork, everyone is either dead or thinks I'm crazy my real life is tarnished with my impoverished childhood my redneck past my reference which then gets paused for me to look up the band the person on the other end then says something into me, it becomes pointless to write after the ben folds five reference. I don't know what the original purpose of these people were or what place they had in this when I was planning this with the girl I named christie cummings today, I watch Johnny Cash Hurt and I see the footage from childhood in my music videos, the project of the girl I named christie cummings the thesis year I never had and the mystery of the people who entered my apartment and saught to create a place in my mind where I'd feel guilt for anything. One of them asked me if I became homeless why I'd ever exit my mind; $, $ is the only reason I'd want to come back to the real world after something like this. It's still the only reason to exit hell.

I love you. I pray to you with three sugars which I once used in the queens court in rikers island.
The sorrow of living and the sin of this thing forcing me to find anyway to find my medication to get out and the worthless days without. I love you.

-Little Nemo
(christopher)

Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/10/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 442/8 james hughes days 

caitlin,
everything i do as body i have to redo as myself.
symbols are sent from sandra navidi
need a twitter

-little nemo
(christopher)

apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/9/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 441/8 james hughes days 

kill hannah lyrics to live by. i never made it to paris hilton. you're the princess caitlin you're god

i wanna be a kennedy
i wanna be a big heartbreaker
live fast and for real
and you can follow it in the papers
i wanna be a kennedy
i wanna shake hands with heroes
and kiss the girls of centerfolds all the time
and die young

i'll be brave tonight
either live or die
i'll be brave tonight
standing tall and bright
such romantic eyes
got me hypnotized
and if i had my chance i'd never let you go
and if i had my chance i'd never let you go

i wanna be a kennedy
i wanna be tall and handsome
i'd conquer the world
and you'd see me on television
if i could be a kennedy
if i could be a big heartbreaker
i'd watch you crash into my arms
with the stars under the barrel of a gun
we die young

i'll be brave tonight
either live or die
i'll be brave tonight
standing tall and bright
such romantic eyes
got me hypnotized
and if i had my chance i'd never let you go
and if i had my chance i'd never let you go
and if i had my chance i'd never let you go

i'll be brave tonight
i'll be brave tonight
i'll be brave tonight
i'll be brave tonight
i'll be brave tonight
i'll be brave tonight
and if i had my chance i'd never let you go

plastic soul

77 = life as a movie
on the nyu calendar this meant i marry you

the images in film noir / the 1920s I'm linking these together in my original thoughts sandra navidi must have saved all of these images/sexuality/paris hilton meant republican people; successful people; personal perspective and disdain for the poor. The original argument against me inside my mind was that I side with the wealthy but have $ because of student loans. I'm currently in an argument for what will be my personal symbols I also have an argument with one of the people on the other end over emotional depth which is directly associated to voting democrat. Republican seems to directly help me although has hurt me in the past sandra navidi is directly explaining to me what's happening while james hughes links the art together
the people on the other end have consumed too many parts of me and been successful in helping me to the extent that the parts of me cannot conflict there is not enough time in the day for them to conflict because it's the same person and they will not come to me
the only thing there is for me to do is to evolve. Learn to do whatever I have to in order to survive make $ get laid get into bars and exist until I figure out how to make this machine exit me from this world/get whoever is on the other end tell me where they live/how to get paid out of this.

-Little Nemo
(christopher)

Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/9/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 441/8 james hughes days 

gryffindor

caitlin,
It's harry potter in my world, the reference of the trine between the girl I named Sandra Navidi today, James Hughes and myself a young republican lost between the year James started reading my thoughts for whatever fucking company or the fake illumanti (AMORC) and the decision to become a young republican, within the same year but not apart of the real world. At the same extent, neither is neon bible but at this level my thoughts were only evolving they were not being attacked I hadn't finished the novel in which you were the point, much like little nemo where the point is to create you a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn.

This is my addition on my end where hughes made a metaphor in the NYSC and sandra navidi made a metaphor in the bathroom @ grand central.

I love you.

-Little Nemo
(christopher)

Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/9/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 441/8 james hughes days