caitlin

I'm trying to use the emotional depth of Arun's funeral to get these people/things out of my eye. 

The focus will get the black out of my eye which will allow emotional depth and thoughts. 

I can get around the false smell and restore reality get to the next level but it takes a while to get down and I don't have an iPod. This can only be done as little nemo I cannot interact with this otherwise without the medication and have to live by the system the people in manhattan / hughes in brooklyn (as church leader: leading the venture to get me out of this/to get u the $). Then I begin to grow beyond that period. 

Everyday without my medication is worse than death.