consolidating everything now on littlenemooccupywallstreet.blogspot.com
Wednesday, February 29, 2012
Monday, February 13, 2012
sleep does nothing
caitlin,
I seem to exist on a loop. I enjoy your latest Facebook photo it reminds me of humanity. I've had a hard time with the JTHM level and slept for 3 days. I need my medication. I live at west park church. Excellent photographs on saturday with lauren whom you chose.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2/14/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 480/8 james hughes days
i love queen
I seem to exist on a loop. I enjoy your latest Facebook photo it reminds me of humanity. I've had a hard time with the JTHM level and slept for 3 days. I need my medication. I live at west park church. Excellent photographs on saturday with lauren whom you chose.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2/14/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 480/8 james hughes days
i love queen
Friday, February 10, 2012
pearl forrestor is in the premium mobile where caitlin rodriguez should be. james hughes is the architect technically this makes him the forever god. jesus christ.
I have to take a period of time off to fix myself. This was suggested by the woman I call queen/I need my medication or I cannot move my body and am down to caitlinrodriguezhusband. Re-read all of the entires, it's something like a comic book nightmare for some n.y.c. creature that lives on the street I fucking wish it was bullshit, sadly it is not. Eminem inspires me.
caitlin,
there is no reason to make artwork there is no reason to create there is no reason to play a game against people I want nothing to do with any of this I want my life back.
-Little Nemo
(Christopher)
Apart of Occupy Wall Street
A caitlin rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
2/10/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 477/8
james hughes days
there is no reason to make artwork there is no reason to create there is no reason to play a game against people I want nothing to do with any of this I want my life back.
-Little Nemo
(Christopher)
Apart of Occupy Wall Street
A caitlin rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
2/10/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 477/8
james hughes days
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
the d in detroit (inspired by wealth still republican)
okay this is a note to myself and maybe it's helpful to you caitlin by either hughes or the woman in prium mobile the throne of god in this project made this real (on a book of fashion from bryant park <- where I once sat and had others pretend you and your father were on HBO resetting the princess -> I defeat democrat and understand the system that he built inside my eye.
I didn't create Nemo Deusmirone and I therefore become Nemo Deusmirone my mind was fried out by some guy I dont' know who this is I named him spikehill in brooklyn but whoever this was he didn't like my art ethic and made me as stupid as fuck.
The system as I understand it was that I was to literally be little nemo.
I'm told at the time that this project will engulf my school and together we will create a harry potter series.
I'm told the entirety of the school is involved and behind me, sarah neufeld from the arcade fire is involved and probably still is. I see her in times square (this is how prium mobile lets me know someone has entered my world throughout the years)
On the other end through the technology and attacking faith in my medication they attempt to erase my memory, fry out my mind, I create two screws in my bathroom to remember they're doing this as I watch the last episode of the sopranos, this is also why it's "little nemo on hbo" + HBO = emotional depth which this project works in, emotions as energy, music as energy and the symbolism in music as energy (none of this works without adderall >- fuel for my mind and I was prescribed with insurance and student loans when they found me, the system is based on someone who lives in hell's kitchen and doesn't have problems getting food or have to fear being hit by a deli store owner and have to block this)
I refuse to drop out of art school and in this project there are elements, a mass amensia, it's somewhat like dunegons and dragons and a level I call little nemo but I don't take this seriously at the start and allow something to poof into me that's pure psychological sickness and never get it out.
I also, in configurations of thoughts, end up with the people who cause pain/psychological sickness.
This is a configuration I call demon and through the years these people have taken care of me and are likely the only way a tv station will exist.
Okay ->
I don't create little nemo and become engulfed in speaking to the project in a psychotic state.
I'm not planning directly and I'm not being honest that I don't want Alex Blevins reading my thoughts
Brock Daves is downstairs, I know this because I call him and hear him downstairs I use my sound equipment for this.
Okay, I end up fucking up the project really badly because I end up letting the people on the other end control me and after my mind snaps when queen is invented in the 1997 book level I have no personality and leave the note to keep making art and they'll let me go.
I refuse to move to connecticut and later when I pretend to be suicidal they tell me to "call christine" this is when it's implied that christopher bently is involved, this is when a "bentley" truck comes by but I just don't want to be in the school's project anymore this is when we're in the era I name Johnny the Homicidal Maniac. Because I don't use the little nemo focus ability to get whoever is tormenting me out of my body I can barely cast they're burning out my mind and don't want me to recall the real affects of my medication, ability to edit multiple functions of thoughts, ability to write screenplays as I walk through the streets, the sort of thing artistic geniuses on adderall experience in new york city who go to film school and want to storm the industry with their thesis.
Okay, because I fuck this up so badly I end up creating "johnny the homicidal maniac"
and this creates a permanent format I refer to as JTHM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_0rm8qbQJE&list=UUkOgxww4QlS62Xby2ALjOqQ&index=17&feature=plcp
that's from my thesis, luke pendly plays the role of JTHM
I figure just make it through my thesis they'll let me go, even hide by going off the medication/I am manipulated into this (you died a new person is born) I pretend to be suicidal anything to get out of the project.
They have to let me go when I run out of $ or SVA there's no reason to document me after SVA
but this isn't how this works, it's always the same little nemo religion
my logs of this are left my priumium mobile who told me this would go on longer than I could imagine
at these times james hughes explains things to me on the dream scape, I have creativity and my medication the dreams are interactive
JTHM gets created in hell's kitchen, my retina changes, the lines from my script are me talking to "larry" james hughes. all of my symbols are infultrated by him, my personal symbols.
I place ketu in the ocean which in the roundabout way I just used [this also means something else but this is for me and you]
when I'm speaking out loud and aruging about either the agerholms, the guptas, seizuring in the street speaking out loud or trying to take hold and control with the seizure I am in a mode called JTHM
in little nemo this is usually when I loose and I recognize this as something that's supposed to be after I am propelled out of somebodies astral realm which is prepared/tested @ SVA with false realms (that at the time I believe to be real when james probes my mind, leads to me conclusions and inverts me to make me republican)
JTHM leads to begging if pushed, seizuring, and it appears the highest level is I beg the person on the other end to stop, this doesn't actually affect or do anything.
JTHM by democrat was built by a logic trap, if I love gunnar but I hate him and want to use him as a symbol to destroy his child/a symbol of greed I must be cursed b/c a.) mark's birthday is in the church b.) he has my thoughts from when I cried about this and c.) this always resets alongside arun gupta which is why I refused to ever visit home, easton, during this era of my life in which I am in this project.
So the people on the other end could never make JTHM real, so the bounds of reality still exist, so the sickness religion never becomes reality. This happened in bushwick, this happened in fairfield and I use this for caitlin rodriguez to create ceremonies but this is loosing in little nemo and is a psychological state of sickness or as jpg who I name jesus christ rap star (or was named this by prium mobile) "barrakka"
this state is highly addictive and I can only get it out with meditation and my medication
the hands can get taken out which I didn't know and the MTA can be restored (including my 24/7 inspiration to create art, as my medication was always the base of this, but this is something I was also supposed to forget)
JTHM is the level of sickness that I'm never supposed to go for. It involves the hearts, chaos magick, nothing in this world, attempting to pretend the seizure I'm forced to go into can replace my medication/leads to my face distorting and speaking out loud frequently, in psychosis, to "larry" or "james hughes" in the JTHM mode.
have to get into this later. love u hughes wherever u are.
Little Nemo is the direct interaction of if my body is stuck like glue, people helping me, getting them out with meditation, if I get amensia out, how far amensia goes, my ability to get thoughts, being given thoughts amensia took
metropolitian is direct interaction with the city. have to go.
I didn't create Nemo Deusmirone and I therefore become Nemo Deusmirone my mind was fried out by some guy I dont' know who this is I named him spikehill in brooklyn but whoever this was he didn't like my art ethic and made me as stupid as fuck.
The system as I understand it was that I was to literally be little nemo.
I'm told at the time that this project will engulf my school and together we will create a harry potter series.
I'm told the entirety of the school is involved and behind me, sarah neufeld from the arcade fire is involved and probably still is. I see her in times square (this is how prium mobile lets me know someone has entered my world throughout the years)
On the other end through the technology and attacking faith in my medication they attempt to erase my memory, fry out my mind, I create two screws in my bathroom to remember they're doing this as I watch the last episode of the sopranos, this is also why it's "little nemo on hbo" + HBO = emotional depth which this project works in, emotions as energy, music as energy and the symbolism in music as energy (none of this works without adderall >- fuel for my mind and I was prescribed with insurance and student loans when they found me, the system is based on someone who lives in hell's kitchen and doesn't have problems getting food or have to fear being hit by a deli store owner and have to block this)
I refuse to drop out of art school and in this project there are elements, a mass amensia, it's somewhat like dunegons and dragons and a level I call little nemo but I don't take this seriously at the start and allow something to poof into me that's pure psychological sickness and never get it out.
I also, in configurations of thoughts, end up with the people who cause pain/psychological sickness.
This is a configuration I call demon and through the years these people have taken care of me and are likely the only way a tv station will exist.
Okay ->
I don't create little nemo and become engulfed in speaking to the project in a psychotic state.
I'm not planning directly and I'm not being honest that I don't want Alex Blevins reading my thoughts
Brock Daves is downstairs, I know this because I call him and hear him downstairs I use my sound equipment for this.
Okay, I end up fucking up the project really badly because I end up letting the people on the other end control me and after my mind snaps when queen is invented in the 1997 book level I have no personality and leave the note to keep making art and they'll let me go.
I refuse to move to connecticut and later when I pretend to be suicidal they tell me to "call christine" this is when it's implied that christopher bently is involved, this is when a "bentley" truck comes by but I just don't want to be in the school's project anymore this is when we're in the era I name Johnny the Homicidal Maniac. Because I don't use the little nemo focus ability to get whoever is tormenting me out of my body I can barely cast they're burning out my mind and don't want me to recall the real affects of my medication, ability to edit multiple functions of thoughts, ability to write screenplays as I walk through the streets, the sort of thing artistic geniuses on adderall experience in new york city who go to film school and want to storm the industry with their thesis.
Okay, because I fuck this up so badly I end up creating "johnny the homicidal maniac"
and this creates a permanent format I refer to as JTHM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D_0rm8qbQJE&list=UUkOgxww4QlS62Xby2ALjOqQ&index=17&feature=plcp
that's from my thesis, luke pendly plays the role of JTHM
I figure just make it through my thesis they'll let me go, even hide by going off the medication/I am manipulated into this (you died a new person is born) I pretend to be suicidal anything to get out of the project.
They have to let me go when I run out of $ or SVA there's no reason to document me after SVA
but this isn't how this works, it's always the same little nemo religion
my logs of this are left my priumium mobile who told me this would go on longer than I could imagine
at these times james hughes explains things to me on the dream scape, I have creativity and my medication the dreams are interactive
JTHM gets created in hell's kitchen, my retina changes, the lines from my script are me talking to "larry" james hughes. all of my symbols are infultrated by him, my personal symbols.
I place ketu in the ocean which in the roundabout way I just used [this also means something else but this is for me and you]
when I'm speaking out loud and aruging about either the agerholms, the guptas, seizuring in the street speaking out loud or trying to take hold and control with the seizure I am in a mode called JTHM
in little nemo this is usually when I loose and I recognize this as something that's supposed to be after I am propelled out of somebodies astral realm which is prepared/tested @ SVA with false realms (that at the time I believe to be real when james probes my mind, leads to me conclusions and inverts me to make me republican)
JTHM leads to begging if pushed, seizuring, and it appears the highest level is I beg the person on the other end to stop, this doesn't actually affect or do anything.
JTHM by democrat was built by a logic trap, if I love gunnar but I hate him and want to use him as a symbol to destroy his child/a symbol of greed I must be cursed b/c a.) mark's birthday is in the church b.) he has my thoughts from when I cried about this and c.) this always resets alongside arun gupta which is why I refused to ever visit home, easton, during this era of my life in which I am in this project.
So the people on the other end could never make JTHM real, so the bounds of reality still exist, so the sickness religion never becomes reality. This happened in bushwick, this happened in fairfield and I use this for caitlin rodriguez to create ceremonies but this is loosing in little nemo and is a psychological state of sickness or as jpg who I name jesus christ rap star (or was named this by prium mobile) "barrakka"
this state is highly addictive and I can only get it out with meditation and my medication
the hands can get taken out which I didn't know and the MTA can be restored (including my 24/7 inspiration to create art, as my medication was always the base of this, but this is something I was also supposed to forget)
JTHM is the level of sickness that I'm never supposed to go for. It involves the hearts, chaos magick, nothing in this world, attempting to pretend the seizure I'm forced to go into can replace my medication/leads to my face distorting and speaking out loud frequently, in psychosis, to "larry" or "james hughes" in the JTHM mode.
have to get into this later. love u hughes wherever u are.
Little Nemo is the direct interaction of if my body is stuck like glue, people helping me, getting them out with meditation, if I get amensia out, how far amensia goes, my ability to get thoughts, being given thoughts amensia took
metropolitian is direct interaction with the city. have to go.
I came to a pivitol revelation in the next entry to myself
caitlin,
i masturbate in the bathroom trying to create a connection with the woman I call queen all of the simple fucking things I have to do in order to rise as hipster king to fucking survive have become engulfed in this environment my body pauses I'm back at the point where I write about the whispers that say nothing but repeat phrases but take such a fucking long time to get out alongside the fucking hands that have entire universes of rules/thoughts/amensia/end goals connected to them. and give me a reelection of how I love jpeg who mentioned yesterday how all of the systems contradict, queen binds these together I go out and I get the cigarettes that represent her I buy parliament lights and face reality it cannot be that hard to make $ in new york I keep missing the doctor and absurd shit prevents my day there's too much shit to worry about its too hard/takes too long to make $ to worry about my body pausing or frustration being built into me but this is what somebody is doing at night as I read about fashion and start my way through creating a fashion working group at occupy wall street. I wrote this on dante's inferno at west end park church teddy is there after I masturbate and there's a perception placed in me that queen told him/that she told the guy at the other church what was happening when her/hughes/pearl forrestor and metronews (democrat) build little nemo (christianity) from childhood [this is when jpeg starts to help me and I wouldn't break the little direct focus I have if it wasn't for how much I value this person] there's a perception that james hughes told this punk kid Natalie to wear hello kitty because we had chosen him and he was representing my corporate symbol and how I pay tribute to the others (the hello kitty from lever house which was there when I recalled in 2008 that I was republican and created this artwork I name gulliani restoration w here one book is symbolic and the other is direct writing. This is when I'm writing to paris hilton although this wasn't actually her but the woman I call queen. At this time I'm told I'm on HBO and the point system to my freedom is based on hvx tapes creating the highest level of points, the books a small level, literally the system from the film "stay tuned" then I am freed and paid)
this is important and I don't have alot of time in the place I'm in my reflection on the sickness and jthm
but I greatly value jpeg so I will create another entry because this person told me about the fake harvey weinstein and the psychological submergence I live in. I type up dante's inferno and the sickness keeps me moving or democrat would have built me into believing i'm an occupier and attempted to place end scenario with my biological father but I watched vanilla sky and understand I desperately need an ipod and the notes about sickness I must leave myself.
I love you.
You will not know I exist for many years and only when I prove that this exists and the others come to me will I be able to show you the years of praying to you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2/7/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 473/8 james hughes days
i masturbate in the bathroom trying to create a connection with the woman I call queen all of the simple fucking things I have to do in order to rise as hipster king to fucking survive have become engulfed in this environment my body pauses I'm back at the point where I write about the whispers that say nothing but repeat phrases but take such a fucking long time to get out alongside the fucking hands that have entire universes of rules/thoughts/amensia/end goals connected to them. and give me a reelection of how I love jpeg who mentioned yesterday how all of the systems contradict, queen binds these together I go out and I get the cigarettes that represent her I buy parliament lights and face reality it cannot be that hard to make $ in new york I keep missing the doctor and absurd shit prevents my day there's too much shit to worry about its too hard/takes too long to make $ to worry about my body pausing or frustration being built into me but this is what somebody is doing at night as I read about fashion and start my way through creating a fashion working group at occupy wall street. I wrote this on dante's inferno at west end park church teddy is there after I masturbate and there's a perception placed in me that queen told him/that she told the guy at the other church what was happening when her/hughes/pearl forrestor and metronews (democrat) build little nemo (christianity) from childhood [this is when jpeg starts to help me and I wouldn't break the little direct focus I have if it wasn't for how much I value this person] there's a perception that james hughes told this punk kid Natalie to wear hello kitty because we had chosen him and he was representing my corporate symbol and how I pay tribute to the others (the hello kitty from lever house which was there when I recalled in 2008 that I was republican and created this artwork I name gulliani restoration w here one book is symbolic and the other is direct writing. This is when I'm writing to paris hilton although this wasn't actually her but the woman I call queen. At this time I'm told I'm on HBO and the point system to my freedom is based on hvx tapes creating the highest level of points, the books a small level, literally the system from the film "stay tuned" then I am freed and paid)
this is important and I don't have alot of time in the place I'm in my reflection on the sickness and jthm
but I greatly value jpeg so I will create another entry because this person told me about the fake harvey weinstein and the psychological submergence I live in. I type up dante's inferno and the sickness keeps me moving or democrat would have built me into believing i'm an occupier and attempted to place end scenario with my biological father but I watched vanilla sky and understand I desperately need an ipod and the notes about sickness I must leave myself.
I love you.
You will not know I exist for many years and only when I prove that this exists and the others come to me will I be able to show you the years of praying to you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2/7/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 473/8 james hughes days
Monday, February 6, 2012
arguments against if I'm literally the entity lucifer; my admiration of wealthy republicans of manhattan from my hell, I am BFA I am of the upper 1%
caitlin,
my argument against democrat that I want to be republican, that I want to be evil, that I want to take mark agerholm's memories from his father's death the hate of the anti-me. This person argues with me an attacks me in my world my ability to survive in my world when I do this. This is probably because in the world I've been created into I've been created into being a republican, the word helps me to understand my hatred for the poor that I'm not homeless but in this fucking project. I want to be wealthy and I want to kick the shit out of the homeless but I can't argue or fight energy in the air for a political party I never got to be apart of/had my thoughts inverted to make me apart of. This doesn't really matter at this point since I don't have enough medication/an iPod to build personal thoughts on my love for republicans from connecticut and men who have made their wealth. I wear glasses to represent this in the horror of what has become of my face that if there was a way to embody these men I would. But this doesn't help me on the daily, maybe in a longterm perspective in my beliefs as a man but not arguing against someone who makes me seizure in a game. I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2/6/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 472/8 james hughes days
my argument against democrat that I want to be republican, that I want to be evil, that I want to take mark agerholm's memories from his father's death the hate of the anti-me. This person argues with me an attacks me in my world my ability to survive in my world when I do this. This is probably because in the world I've been created into I've been created into being a republican, the word helps me to understand my hatred for the poor that I'm not homeless but in this fucking project. I want to be wealthy and I want to kick the shit out of the homeless but I can't argue or fight energy in the air for a political party I never got to be apart of/had my thoughts inverted to make me apart of. This doesn't really matter at this point since I don't have enough medication/an iPod to build personal thoughts on my love for republicans from connecticut and men who have made their wealth. I wear glasses to represent this in the horror of what has become of my face that if there was a way to embody these men I would. But this doesn't help me on the daily, maybe in a longterm perspective in my beliefs as a man but not arguing against someone who makes me seizure in a game. I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2/6/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 472/8 james hughes days
caitlin,
The system I live in becomes confusing. I thought I should write on little nemo (christianity) I wear a bracelet to represent the people on the other end some of them help me through this process, to find the medication and to make the system fair. There's a person who makes it so I can't move and I don't have time or an ipod to meditate to get them out of me. Last night I combined myself with the element of my smoking fetish. What has become of my complexion fucking scares the shit out of me, there's this thing on my eye that tells me/gives me a physical reflection that I look better than I do. I'm afraid of the name harvey weinstein I don't even think this person was involved but whoever this was this person erased my memory in fairfield, connecticut/didn't like the conclusion that my emotional height as a human involves bringing you the $ from this hell/a tv station. Through this nightmare you're my god. There's a person who uses my emotions for gunnar agerholm against me and I have to keep acknowledging if I'm speaking about the past I'm talking about something that isn't there, a ghost a girlfriend that's forever gone the life before this was done to me. Everyday I'm afraid I have conversations about being republican but this means nothing this doesn't help me walk down the street or find the medication it merely reminds me that the walls of my mind are gone my greatest nightmare, the invasion of my personal space and my dorm room is my existence after I moved out of the dorm, I named the time when James Hughes is searching my thoughts Little Nemo (xanadu) when I decide to be republican and over-search for ways to make $, any spiritual esoteric emblems or amulets and talismans that would generate friends/$/everything that being a young republican would have done. But now I'm on pause and Barak Obaama represents a night when I cry outside the sickness religion of jesus christ rap star and the racist artwork of being republican in my original self in a period of time when these people spoke into me inside an institution and told me that everything I do is done inside one long dream and I then return to the year 2007. This is what the 2008 election represents, this is what my reality represents. But none of this matters, the system is set up for me to block people/for someone with an apartment/$ inside hell's kitchen and the only time I was able to create an eye that blocks everyone out was when I found out gunnar agerholm was dead and decided to bring you the $, re-enter the city and enter the religion of sickness which is the only way which I currently acknowledge as jesus christ rap star/the creation of moving through the 6th burrough. I've named this "from brooklyn with love" because none of this matters, if I love or hate the dead, it doesn't get me the $ or through the pole or panhandling. It doesn't make a difference or give me control of my body.
Only the medication will and thoughts and getting people out of me. This is an incredibly concept if I wasn't homeless enacting it/living at occupy wall street. One day you'll know I exist and then when they free me you'll know all of this wasn't a lie and the princess will hold the economy of the world.
I love you.
From hell/the upper west side with the dream of a williamsburg, brooklyn tv station.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2/6/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 472/8 james hughes days
The system I live in becomes confusing. I thought I should write on little nemo (christianity) I wear a bracelet to represent the people on the other end some of them help me through this process, to find the medication and to make the system fair. There's a person who makes it so I can't move and I don't have time or an ipod to meditate to get them out of me. Last night I combined myself with the element of my smoking fetish. What has become of my complexion fucking scares the shit out of me, there's this thing on my eye that tells me/gives me a physical reflection that I look better than I do. I'm afraid of the name harvey weinstein I don't even think this person was involved but whoever this was this person erased my memory in fairfield, connecticut/didn't like the conclusion that my emotional height as a human involves bringing you the $ from this hell/a tv station. Through this nightmare you're my god. There's a person who uses my emotions for gunnar agerholm against me and I have to keep acknowledging if I'm speaking about the past I'm talking about something that isn't there, a ghost a girlfriend that's forever gone the life before this was done to me. Everyday I'm afraid I have conversations about being republican but this means nothing this doesn't help me walk down the street or find the medication it merely reminds me that the walls of my mind are gone my greatest nightmare, the invasion of my personal space and my dorm room is my existence after I moved out of the dorm, I named the time when James Hughes is searching my thoughts Little Nemo (xanadu) when I decide to be republican and over-search for ways to make $, any spiritual esoteric emblems or amulets and talismans that would generate friends/$/everything that being a young republican would have done. But now I'm on pause and Barak Obaama represents a night when I cry outside the sickness religion of jesus christ rap star and the racist artwork of being republican in my original self in a period of time when these people spoke into me inside an institution and told me that everything I do is done inside one long dream and I then return to the year 2007. This is what the 2008 election represents, this is what my reality represents. But none of this matters, the system is set up for me to block people/for someone with an apartment/$ inside hell's kitchen and the only time I was able to create an eye that blocks everyone out was when I found out gunnar agerholm was dead and decided to bring you the $, re-enter the city and enter the religion of sickness which is the only way which I currently acknowledge as jesus christ rap star/the creation of moving through the 6th burrough. I've named this "from brooklyn with love" because none of this matters, if I love or hate the dead, it doesn't get me the $ or through the pole or panhandling. It doesn't make a difference or give me control of my body.
Only the medication will and thoughts and getting people out of me. This is an incredibly concept if I wasn't homeless enacting it/living at occupy wall street. One day you'll know I exist and then when they free me you'll know all of this wasn't a lie and the princess will hold the economy of the world.
I love you.
From hell/the upper west side with the dream of a williamsburg, brooklyn tv station.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2/6/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 472/8 james hughes days
Sunday, February 5, 2012
god is cold and made of cocaine and drives your 2001 car
caitlin,
I remember you cold. I remember you made of cocaine.
This is how god should be. This is how the ultimate woman should be.
The people on the other end could have created a harvey weinstein woman, they didn't but this team wasn't to win now I live in the james hughes team. Although it could have been him the entire time.
I don't have to argue every time I do something now not with james way, things are somewhat back to normal. I want a wife through my hell everything has been taken from me, if not you one of the demon women. You are god of everyone. The republican trapped in time demands a reward for his work in hell.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2/5/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 471/8 james hughes days
I remember you cold. I remember you made of cocaine.
This is how god should be. This is how the ultimate woman should be.
The people on the other end could have created a harvey weinstein woman, they didn't but this team wasn't to win now I live in the james hughes team. Although it could have been him the entire time.
I don't have to argue every time I do something now not with james way, things are somewhat back to normal. I want a wife through my hell everything has been taken from me, if not you one of the demon women. You are god of everyone. The republican trapped in time demands a reward for his work in hell.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2/5/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 471/8 james hughes days
character heartbreak game
caitlin
I have to move several steps backwards before I move forwards.
The demon wife that I demand on the other end becomes claimed "harvey weinstein" whoever this person was they built me out of my creative world to the point that I was able to understand nobody owns my artwork everything I've created throughout the years is in the trash somewhere, nothing that ever said bloomberg or weinstein is owned by anyone or any of my letters to paris hilton. Everything exists in the trash.
The same person built me beyond the person who claims to be harvey weinstein and to the point of reality, however the other demons have voted that I go the way of james hughes, ask for no wife but the figurative wife of your love that can be claimed at any year. I simply have to keep moving, keep going and keep together the world that james hughes built me. Then only hughes will get credit for my existence, whoever exists on the other end is pleased and nobody bothers me.
No form of relationship with the others, simply purpose serving. A game on the other end, move several steps backwards to move forwards with faith in jesus christ who is james hughes.
In a state of psychological sickness all are pleased, I'll continue to make artwork that nobody will own.
All of the components are together. One person gets credit, a simple universe.
I must suffer some form of heartbreak and sacrifice to enter williamsburg, brooklyn partying because in the world of being a child my child self imagines that you fuck men without caring because you suffered some form of heartbreak in early childhood.
I simply have no interest in the human race or very much but upping my # through the game.
My marriage to you is a symbol of the empty of humanity.
My demons demand to affect my world and create the emptiness that exists within my heart.
I must also forever hate my enemy harvey weinstein, then all is well the compromise of my existence is pleased and each element leaves me be to continue on finding my way to reality, nobodies time in artwork is wasted.
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2/5/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 471/8 james hughes days
I have to move several steps backwards before I move forwards.
The demon wife that I demand on the other end becomes claimed "harvey weinstein" whoever this person was they built me out of my creative world to the point that I was able to understand nobody owns my artwork everything I've created throughout the years is in the trash somewhere, nothing that ever said bloomberg or weinstein is owned by anyone or any of my letters to paris hilton. Everything exists in the trash.
The same person built me beyond the person who claims to be harvey weinstein and to the point of reality, however the other demons have voted that I go the way of james hughes, ask for no wife but the figurative wife of your love that can be claimed at any year. I simply have to keep moving, keep going and keep together the world that james hughes built me. Then only hughes will get credit for my existence, whoever exists on the other end is pleased and nobody bothers me.
No form of relationship with the others, simply purpose serving. A game on the other end, move several steps backwards to move forwards with faith in jesus christ who is james hughes.
In a state of psychological sickness all are pleased, I'll continue to make artwork that nobody will own.
All of the components are together. One person gets credit, a simple universe.
I must suffer some form of heartbreak and sacrifice to enter williamsburg, brooklyn partying because in the world of being a child my child self imagines that you fuck men without caring because you suffered some form of heartbreak in early childhood.
I simply have no interest in the human race or very much but upping my # through the game.
My marriage to you is a symbol of the empty of humanity.
My demons demand to affect my world and create the emptiness that exists within my heart.
I must also forever hate my enemy harvey weinstein, then all is well the compromise of my existence is pleased and each element leaves me be to continue on finding my way to reality, nobodies time in artwork is wasted.
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2/5/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 471/8 james hughes days
Saturday, February 4, 2012
An update from hades as lucifer lives by demons. little nemo (christianity) prefers the demons. They are the only ones who know I exist. And found me medication.
caitlin,
london is an easy option out of the child that is taken ahold of in the system.
If I tell everyone on the other side I will move to london at the end of living through this experience it makes it that the city doesn't exist, there is no form of new york, there's a world for the entity that I am to survive in. This is not what I want, I want to live in williamsburg, brooklyn with a tv station. I want everyone who helped me get my medication to be CEOs at this tv station, I want everyone who helped me as demons to be CEOs I want to marry you/demon queen win a marriage. I cannot expect you to marry me at the end of something that's kept me hostage for years but this was my idea to marry you, to become your boyfriend through this experience, it's the memory that helps me understand I'm being fucked over something fucked up is happening to me and it wants everything that I am in this to be real, homeless, a graffiti artist, it wants to consume the agerholms it wants arun and everything that I was.
Chloe Sevigny was held hostage and whatever this is wanted to take her life and base everything off spirituality when the only ability she had to write was her medication. So she was trapped in time.
London symbolizes my lasik surgery with your eyes and my vasectomy, it is a symbol of an upper class beyond manhattan, I am from new york, new york I am an admirer of the upper class of manhattan democrat or republican, I am an admirer of the original republican who created our city with capitalism that george w. bush attacked. I am capitalism I am the island of manhattan I am fashion and vanity.
I love you, I am trapped in time but dream of london.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
*who lives at west park church, currently.
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
its not tv its hbo williamsburg, brooklyn
this will become real not as an hbo station but as a tv station that will honor the hipster and my misery searching for my medication in a system based on the human mind that refuses to acknowledge me until I reach a point that pleases the people on the other side. Also, I love carl from queens. And James Hughes who is our steve jobs because he fucked hot girls in 2006 with his BFA.
2/4/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 470/8 james hughes days
the city's my church I am a creature of the 6th burrough created by demons from hell who keep me well and fix my complexion to create a tv station out of a hostage crisis that does not believe in the human soul.
london is an easy option out of the child that is taken ahold of in the system.
If I tell everyone on the other side I will move to london at the end of living through this experience it makes it that the city doesn't exist, there is no form of new york, there's a world for the entity that I am to survive in. This is not what I want, I want to live in williamsburg, brooklyn with a tv station. I want everyone who helped me get my medication to be CEOs at this tv station, I want everyone who helped me as demons to be CEOs I want to marry you/demon queen win a marriage. I cannot expect you to marry me at the end of something that's kept me hostage for years but this was my idea to marry you, to become your boyfriend through this experience, it's the memory that helps me understand I'm being fucked over something fucked up is happening to me and it wants everything that I am in this to be real, homeless, a graffiti artist, it wants to consume the agerholms it wants arun and everything that I was.
Chloe Sevigny was held hostage and whatever this is wanted to take her life and base everything off spirituality when the only ability she had to write was her medication. So she was trapped in time.
London symbolizes my lasik surgery with your eyes and my vasectomy, it is a symbol of an upper class beyond manhattan, I am from new york, new york I am an admirer of the upper class of manhattan democrat or republican, I am an admirer of the original republican who created our city with capitalism that george w. bush attacked. I am capitalism I am the island of manhattan I am fashion and vanity.
I love you, I am trapped in time but dream of london.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
*who lives at west park church, currently.
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
its not tv its hbo williamsburg, brooklyn
this will become real not as an hbo station but as a tv station that will honor the hipster and my misery searching for my medication in a system based on the human mind that refuses to acknowledge me until I reach a point that pleases the people on the other side. Also, I love carl from queens. And James Hughes who is our steve jobs because he fucked hot girls in 2006 with his BFA.
2/4/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 470/8 james hughes days
the city's my church I am a creature of the 6th burrough created by demons from hell who keep me well and fix my complexion to create a tv station out of a hostage crisis that does not believe in the human soul.
Wednesday, February 1, 2012
I wanted out of this project but I have to reach a point in the human mind that is able to reach the exit point
caitlin rodriguez of williamsburg, brooklyn
I am christopher mastronardi and you knew me in childhood
for many years I have written to you as people speak through my body
I am in a new york project based on perception and the human mind
I failed to protect the memories that make my personality in 2007 and ran out of $ for the medication that runs my mind/the project
because of this I have been trapped in this project for several years
I now live at occupy wall street I pay to live at occupy wall street
this is the closet to my tribe of people I've come or anybody who lives inside the school of visual arts
this is where they started documenting me (people who look like they go to art school: this is the only way I can understand reality, by being near people who look like my people)
I ran out of $ and spent too long allowing james hughes or whoever was on the other end interact with me after I forgot how to get the people electronically out of me/switch from one group of people to another group of people "dimensions"
this was in 2007, I live in these moments of trauma when they ask me if I care what anyone thinks and I tell them I only care what caitlin thinks. It's implied I'm on television at this time but either I'm not or I'm supposed to find whoever was speaking to me on the other end that I call queen, then I become the hipster king (the self proclaimed king of nu media)
I knew the address of the project, had an excellent credit rating and there were no fears in my mind.
I've now experienced homelessness while being rigged into seizures and threatened in the part of my mind that's a child, that I would be placed in an institution, repeat scenarios that have happened.
I am threatened inside my mind but unable to do anything at the moment unless I battle in meditation.
I barely have enough of my medication inside me at the moment
it is made difficult for me to move, I have a picture of you in the background at the apple store my tribute to you as god and my stability in my world as you as aum.
I have a point I'm told you created in order for me to smoke cigarettes to get beyond the child version that's placed into me (where a world is created where there's characters that are smoking fetish girls and I'm tormented, to get beyond this you created this or the person who plays you)
I'm not really a man I'm more a thing that blatantly needs somebody to help him get the medication and in return will make them a ceo when I create the tv station I've wanted to make out of this hostage thing I'm in since 2008 (in 2007 I watch party monster and decide I should use this project to become Michael Alig of williamsburg, brooklyn which would eventually lead to being, peter gatien)
I rarely attempt to write to you in this project by pausing and interacting with how little control I have without my medication.
My mind is segmented and threatened daily and since 2007.
I'm unable to write it's almost reaching the point where it's worthless I have to argue with someone on the other end who wants to be harvey weinstein/claims to be
the people use impressions and at this point the letter's almost over, these fucking white dots come over my eyes and I don't have time to get rid of them.
It's been like this for a long time, there's a creative world where I was told the people on the other end if I survived 635 bushwick avenue apartment 2d without killing myself they'd give me the pfizer refinery.
Then I graduate sva and they did not do this. There is more to this story but I cannot spend all day in the apple store telling it.
I will write again or run out of my medication and stay trapped in this fucking project.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2.1.2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 467/8 james hughes days
I am christopher mastronardi and you knew me in childhood
for many years I have written to you as people speak through my body
I am in a new york project based on perception and the human mind
I failed to protect the memories that make my personality in 2007 and ran out of $ for the medication that runs my mind/the project
because of this I have been trapped in this project for several years
I now live at occupy wall street I pay to live at occupy wall street
this is the closet to my tribe of people I've come or anybody who lives inside the school of visual arts
this is where they started documenting me (people who look like they go to art school: this is the only way I can understand reality, by being near people who look like my people)
I ran out of $ and spent too long allowing james hughes or whoever was on the other end interact with me after I forgot how to get the people electronically out of me/switch from one group of people to another group of people "dimensions"
this was in 2007, I live in these moments of trauma when they ask me if I care what anyone thinks and I tell them I only care what caitlin thinks. It's implied I'm on television at this time but either I'm not or I'm supposed to find whoever was speaking to me on the other end that I call queen, then I become the hipster king (the self proclaimed king of nu media)
I knew the address of the project, had an excellent credit rating and there were no fears in my mind.
I've now experienced homelessness while being rigged into seizures and threatened in the part of my mind that's a child, that I would be placed in an institution, repeat scenarios that have happened.
I am threatened inside my mind but unable to do anything at the moment unless I battle in meditation.
I barely have enough of my medication inside me at the moment
it is made difficult for me to move, I have a picture of you in the background at the apple store my tribute to you as god and my stability in my world as you as aum.
I have a point I'm told you created in order for me to smoke cigarettes to get beyond the child version that's placed into me (where a world is created where there's characters that are smoking fetish girls and I'm tormented, to get beyond this you created this or the person who plays you)
I'm not really a man I'm more a thing that blatantly needs somebody to help him get the medication and in return will make them a ceo when I create the tv station I've wanted to make out of this hostage thing I'm in since 2008 (in 2007 I watch party monster and decide I should use this project to become Michael Alig of williamsburg, brooklyn which would eventually lead to being, peter gatien)
I rarely attempt to write to you in this project by pausing and interacting with how little control I have without my medication.
My mind is segmented and threatened daily and since 2007.
I'm unable to write it's almost reaching the point where it's worthless I have to argue with someone on the other end who wants to be harvey weinstein/claims to be
the people use impressions and at this point the letter's almost over, these fucking white dots come over my eyes and I don't have time to get rid of them.
It's been like this for a long time, there's a creative world where I was told the people on the other end if I survived 635 bushwick avenue apartment 2d without killing myself they'd give me the pfizer refinery.
Then I graduate sva and they did not do this. There is more to this story but I cannot spend all day in the apple store telling it.
I will write again or run out of my medication and stay trapped in this fucking project.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2.1.2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 467/8 james hughes days
lowest level
caitlin,
If there's this many people controlling me there's no point in creating artwork, I'm not making art I'm writing directly to you. James created a mode called dorm room, I need a safety mode where I don't speak to the others. This fucking smell that's created driven through me, I don't have time to focus or enough medication to get rid of it. It changes perception and creates rules and bounds in these parts of your eye that do this on the right eye there's these two points that control perception. It's bullshit this person has me saying, democrat I call him, I'm rambling about Gunnar Agerholm I'm afraid of Harvey Weinstein's name I'm reacting to everything they say. I'm in dorm room mode right now, it's this skyline that I viewed from 2223a1 when they found me.
The people on the other end are putting me to sleep they attempt to create events affect what I do, I need my way out of this I just need a reason to fucking wake up when I'm in this hell. I like the republican woman "mrs. robinson" who's made out of the feeling of my fetish. I need somebody to directly give me the medication or come from the project. I love you, I need to sing daily to you and continue to build my religion, the theosophy of caitlin, as I find my way to reality.
-little nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2.1.2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 467/8 james hughes days
i am free in my dorm room
If there's this many people controlling me there's no point in creating artwork, I'm not making art I'm writing directly to you. James created a mode called dorm room, I need a safety mode where I don't speak to the others. This fucking smell that's created driven through me, I don't have time to focus or enough medication to get rid of it. It changes perception and creates rules and bounds in these parts of your eye that do this on the right eye there's these two points that control perception. It's bullshit this person has me saying, democrat I call him, I'm rambling about Gunnar Agerholm I'm afraid of Harvey Weinstein's name I'm reacting to everything they say. I'm in dorm room mode right now, it's this skyline that I viewed from 2223a1 when they found me.
The people on the other end are putting me to sleep they attempt to create events affect what I do, I need my way out of this I just need a reason to fucking wake up when I'm in this hell. I like the republican woman "mrs. robinson" who's made out of the feeling of my fetish. I need somebody to directly give me the medication or come from the project. I love you, I need to sing daily to you and continue to build my religion, the theosophy of caitlin, as I find my way to reality.
-little nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
2.1.2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 467/8 james hughes days
i am free in my dorm room
years of my life are gone because I'm forced to sleep when I run out of the medication.
My emotions when I have any are logged by others and placed back into me
there's no reason to be alive if you're forced into homelessness and cannot find the medication
everything I create and do is shit, I didn't speak to people until I found occupy wall street
I don't understand what the fuck these people wanted out of a person or why they won't pay me/somebody come to me. The others have to log these thoughts to help me get to the end
My emotions when I have any are logged by others and placed back into me
there's no reason to be alive if you're forced into homelessness and cannot find the medication
everything I create and do is shit, I didn't speak to people until I found occupy wall street
I don't understand what the fuck these people wanted out of a person or why they won't pay me/somebody come to me. The others have to log these thoughts to help me get to the end
Tuesday, January 31, 2012
anna gripentrog:
I thought of this last night. It's been many years since I've been trapped in this project. The people on the other end keep erasing my thoughts. I listen to the killers in the apple store and it's almost worthless where they have me psychologically to write. I'll do this another day, it was worth mentioning but not doing. Not where they have me.
I thought of this last night. It's been many years since I've been trapped in this project. The people on the other end keep erasing my thoughts. I listen to the killers in the apple store and it's almost worthless where they have me psychologically to write. I'll do this another day, it was worth mentioning but not doing. Not where they have me.
month of may. need medication + $. Thank you for reading the attempt to create a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn out of occupy wall street and the economy from the illumanti. I need somebody from the project to come and help or I will be placed to sleep without my medication for 12 hours a day until I find the medication this is when I write on caitlinrodriguezhusbandatoccupywallst and do not/cannot count the days moralistic and psychologically
caitlin,
I keep writing in this blog because it's the only one whoever reads this reads. The people on the other end are trying to control my writing and whoever claims to be james hughes told me to write in this one I e-mailed adbusters I need to find someone who knows about conspiracies whoever is in me erases my thoughts daily I don't have my medication or enough to get them out I'm too down in the system that I live in to get them out I need a human ego to get rid of them I have to fear a jail record and am threatened daily. I created a flirtation with a girl on the other end which has become something like my childhood relationship with vada from "my girl" but more of a hostage Patty Hearst way. James Hughes created two systems off the focus on my medication but "lucifer" has no problem getting $.
I need somebody to find out who runs this project or somebody to blatantly come up to me and give me the medication and if possibly a fucking iPod so I can get these people out of me.
James Hughes (I believe) or the person I've named Phi Delta Thai (1 person) <- after the frat matthew mahabadi was in, in the University of Hartford (who may have been involved in this project/I'm pretty sure was via premium mobile/real paris hilton in 2009) places messages in the killers "spaceman" to help me understand how strong I'm doing in the radio city religion (*surviving inside this game in homeless and panhandling/occupying -> the 6th burrough in "extremely loud & incredibly close"; the only way to make it between event to event/figure out how to get a job in my world/make it to coke parties to promote the tv station through my eyes <-which is reality, until I can get to the other side, which is also life <-this is a level of command, a note to myself)
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin Rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/31/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 466/8 james hughes days
i'm told harvey weinstein at random is involved in this project not because he is but because it's a threat also my memory is erased to create little nemo (occupy wall street/christianity) I don't have an iPod to sing to caitlin daily at 5am, which is the time I previously made newspapers/pamphlets in penn station/williamsburg, brooklyn when I was told a tv show was filmed called "silver tiles" to promote the tv station's creation/to help me get out of this project which at the time I didn't understand meant keeping my psychological ego together/finding me the medication and beating homelessness to bring the project's $ to the selected god: caitlin rodriguez since "the month of may" 2011.
At this time I get out harvey and bob weinstein. They are also taken off the project (or whoever was digitally/infa red on my eye placing thoughts/perceptions into me)
I am able to interact with the actual project via my medication, I have an ipod/ipad at this point.
With cigarettes/$/focus I get people out, I fail purposely to get them out mostly in rounds outside starbucks because of a false caitlin who I believe I call "premium mobile" and am trying to marry. This is partially james hughes creation. Also something i see appropriate since she has taken your place in controlling the project as god, or at least your role while james organizes everything.
I believe at this time Richard Hilton plays your father.
Whoever reads this I am out of $ in this project and insurance from s.v.a. and need somebody to bring me my medication/I do not understand how to sign up for medicaid as I have never been homeless and have always considered being associated to this insulting as I am forced into this situation (and do not consider myself homeless but unpaid in this project)
I keep writing in this blog because it's the only one whoever reads this reads. The people on the other end are trying to control my writing and whoever claims to be james hughes told me to write in this one I e-mailed adbusters I need to find someone who knows about conspiracies whoever is in me erases my thoughts daily I don't have my medication or enough to get them out I'm too down in the system that I live in to get them out I need a human ego to get rid of them I have to fear a jail record and am threatened daily. I created a flirtation with a girl on the other end which has become something like my childhood relationship with vada from "my girl" but more of a hostage Patty Hearst way. James Hughes created two systems off the focus on my medication but "lucifer" has no problem getting $.
I need somebody to find out who runs this project or somebody to blatantly come up to me and give me the medication and if possibly a fucking iPod so I can get these people out of me.
James Hughes (I believe) or the person I've named Phi Delta Thai (1 person) <- after the frat matthew mahabadi was in, in the University of Hartford (who may have been involved in this project/I'm pretty sure was via premium mobile/real paris hilton in 2009) places messages in the killers "spaceman" to help me understand how strong I'm doing in the radio city religion (*surviving inside this game in homeless and panhandling/occupying -> the 6th burrough in "extremely loud & incredibly close"; the only way to make it between event to event/figure out how to get a job in my world/make it to coke parties to promote the tv station through my eyes <-which is reality, until I can get to the other side, which is also life <-this is a level of command, a note to myself)
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin Rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/31/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 466/8 james hughes days
i'm told harvey weinstein at random is involved in this project not because he is but because it's a threat also my memory is erased to create little nemo (occupy wall street/christianity) I don't have an iPod to sing to caitlin daily at 5am, which is the time I previously made newspapers/pamphlets in penn station/williamsburg, brooklyn when I was told a tv show was filmed called "silver tiles" to promote the tv station's creation/to help me get out of this project which at the time I didn't understand meant keeping my psychological ego together/finding me the medication and beating homelessness to bring the project's $ to the selected god: caitlin rodriguez since "the month of may" 2011.
At this time I get out harvey and bob weinstein. They are also taken off the project (or whoever was digitally/infa red on my eye placing thoughts/perceptions into me)
I am able to interact with the actual project via my medication, I have an ipod/ipad at this point.
With cigarettes/$/focus I get people out, I fail purposely to get them out mostly in rounds outside starbucks because of a false caitlin who I believe I call "premium mobile" and am trying to marry. This is partially james hughes creation. Also something i see appropriate since she has taken your place in controlling the project as god, or at least your role while james organizes everything.
I believe at this time Richard Hilton plays your father.
Whoever reads this I am out of $ in this project and insurance from s.v.a. and need somebody to bring me my medication/I do not understand how to sign up for medicaid as I have never been homeless and have always considered being associated to this insulting as I am forced into this situation (and do not consider myself homeless but unpaid in this project)
Monday, January 30, 2012
west park church. repeat pattern. attacks on self confidence/ability to grow thoughts
caitlin,
the spokes council decided west park church should not exist but this fucks me because I have people speaking through me threatening my ability to get my medication somewhere on their computer their making it so my thoughts won't grow and using smells to move through my mind, entering the part of the eye that controls faith and memory today's argument is over weather or not I do what Hughes said, to leave this fucking place on the upper west side I use the internet on but I rarely get the ability to try and gain back mental facilities. It's far too unfair of a game and the only reason the repeat pattern has any form of fairness is because of what James Hughes built. I have to fight homelessness or people enter my body when I go too long without showering.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
13 is not the # I was looking for from the bible
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/30/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 463/8 james hughes days
the spokes council decided west park church should not exist but this fucks me because I have people speaking through me threatening my ability to get my medication somewhere on their computer their making it so my thoughts won't grow and using smells to move through my mind, entering the part of the eye that controls faith and memory today's argument is over weather or not I do what Hughes said, to leave this fucking place on the upper west side I use the internet on but I rarely get the ability to try and gain back mental facilities. It's far too unfair of a game and the only reason the repeat pattern has any form of fairness is because of what James Hughes built. I have to fight homelessness or people enter my body when I go too long without showering.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
13 is not the # I was looking for from the bible
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/30/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 463/8 james hughes days
Sunday, January 29, 2012
end of west park church w/Occupy wall street
caitlin,
I liked sleeping in a bed for a period of time or having the west park church to use as a place to live and attempt to get people out of me. I can't get "mrs. robinson" out right now but she seems to be at the same place and space that I'm in she's probably in the same place as god girl. I have very little of my intellect accessible I'm afraid if I think of the picture of you caitlin this changes someone else in/erases my thoughts and my attempt to reach out to you/the world through writing to you.
There's depth in the oddity of this and I had this argument with somebody on the other end over clothing or emotional depth, somebody is capping my emotional depth. There's this smell that I keep existing in where I have to create a symbol and then stick to it I get agitated and into a hateful state and decide I'm going to go with it just because, but I'm not supposed to there's no emotion in it and I physically shake in that mind state but I tell myself that I'm going to accomplish everything a person does, take over occupy wall street, blog, film a tv show. I need to avoid sleeping to panhandle to get an iPod which is gone since it was stolen at staten island ferry when zuccatti park was still inhabited (and the messages sent leave me to believe that james hughes warned me through symbols to never speak to anyone associated to harvey weinstein).
I can't prove that there's any association to harvey weinstein, I've never met him and always expected him to not acknowledge that this is happening, the journey of figuring out the address to this project and the way out involves directly acknowledging who I know for a fact speaks through my body/has communicated to me in my sleep/meditation. My most important messages at this point come to me in my attempts to get people out of me, although I fail to get out the impressions they build into me I get messages/thoughts which I usually don't get with amnesia erasing my thoughts every couple of seconds.
There was a person built who lives/loves west park church and is attached to that place but this will weaken me to be addicted to this when I have to panhandle/find cash for an iPod or I can't interact/heal myself/I need a camera. I need someone to research this project and find who runs this project I thought earlier today that if somebody researched my credit rating once there was these people who used my social when I purchased a dvx and I thought this has to be something like this for how illegal this is and the fact that they came into my apartment in hell's kitchen/used to speak to me directly (and were next door/responded in bangs to what I'd say to them inside my mind).
I don't know how conspiracy theorists would find this sort of information but I need whoever would do this to research any contract christopher mastronardi signed/any affiliation to this sort of technology to AMORC.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/29/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 462/8 james hughes days
I liked sleeping in a bed for a period of time or having the west park church to use as a place to live and attempt to get people out of me. I can't get "mrs. robinson" out right now but she seems to be at the same place and space that I'm in she's probably in the same place as god girl. I have very little of my intellect accessible I'm afraid if I think of the picture of you caitlin this changes someone else in/erases my thoughts and my attempt to reach out to you/the world through writing to you.
There's depth in the oddity of this and I had this argument with somebody on the other end over clothing or emotional depth, somebody is capping my emotional depth. There's this smell that I keep existing in where I have to create a symbol and then stick to it I get agitated and into a hateful state and decide I'm going to go with it just because, but I'm not supposed to there's no emotion in it and I physically shake in that mind state but I tell myself that I'm going to accomplish everything a person does, take over occupy wall street, blog, film a tv show. I need to avoid sleeping to panhandle to get an iPod which is gone since it was stolen at staten island ferry when zuccatti park was still inhabited (and the messages sent leave me to believe that james hughes warned me through symbols to never speak to anyone associated to harvey weinstein).
I can't prove that there's any association to harvey weinstein, I've never met him and always expected him to not acknowledge that this is happening, the journey of figuring out the address to this project and the way out involves directly acknowledging who I know for a fact speaks through my body/has communicated to me in my sleep/meditation. My most important messages at this point come to me in my attempts to get people out of me, although I fail to get out the impressions they build into me I get messages/thoughts which I usually don't get with amnesia erasing my thoughts every couple of seconds.
There was a person built who lives/loves west park church and is attached to that place but this will weaken me to be addicted to this when I have to panhandle/find cash for an iPod or I can't interact/heal myself/I need a camera. I need someone to research this project and find who runs this project I thought earlier today that if somebody researched my credit rating once there was these people who used my social when I purchased a dvx and I thought this has to be something like this for how illegal this is and the fact that they came into my apartment in hell's kitchen/used to speak to me directly (and were next door/responded in bangs to what I'd say to them inside my mind).
I don't know how conspiracy theorists would find this sort of information but I need whoever would do this to research any contract christopher mastronardi signed/any affiliation to this sort of technology to AMORC.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/29/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 462/8 james hughes days
Saturday, January 28, 2012
art father
caitlin
I found that gunnar agerholm was dead in 2011. Following this I vowed to destroy harvey weinstein, the trauma that this man was dead. I'd somewhat like to apologize for mark agerholm for being a bad friend. And hope to make them wealthy in the future.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/28/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 460/8 james hughes days
I found that gunnar agerholm was dead in 2011. Following this I vowed to destroy harvey weinstein, the trauma that this man was dead. I'd somewhat like to apologize for mark agerholm for being a bad friend. And hope to make them wealthy in the future.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/28/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 460/8 james hughes days
I figured out the key to short-term success
just tell everyone that you're clinically depressed.
make a list of all the people that you've wronged.
don't ever call them back, but use them in a song
and if you're lucky enough to have a parent pass away,
pretend it broke your heart, but never go to their grave.
and it goes 1, 2, 3, easy as 1, 2, 3.
it goes 1, 2, 3, let's all exploit our misery.
i figured out a way to twist reality,
just take a ton of drugs and never go to sleep.
re-rent the saddest movie that you've ever seen.
fill your room with TV sets and put it on repeat.
push all your friends away with the cool things that you said.
if you need company, you got the voices in your head.
and it goes 1, 2, 3, easy as 1, 2, 3.
it goes 1, 2, 3, let's all exploit our misery.
so stay down on yourself
and if you feel a glimpse of hope,
you gotta choke it out before it grows.
you're the only one that really counts.
stuck dollar bills inside your ears
and let the rest of them work it out.
and it goes 1, 2, 3, easy as 1, 2, 3.
it goes 1, 2, 3, let's all exploit our misery.
right now
just tell everyone that you're clinically depressed.
make a list of all the people that you've wronged.
don't ever call them back, but use them in a song
and if you're lucky enough to have a parent pass away,
pretend it broke your heart, but never go to their grave.
and it goes 1, 2, 3, easy as 1, 2, 3.
it goes 1, 2, 3, let's all exploit our misery.
i figured out a way to twist reality,
just take a ton of drugs and never go to sleep.
re-rent the saddest movie that you've ever seen.
fill your room with TV sets and put it on repeat.
push all your friends away with the cool things that you said.
if you need company, you got the voices in your head.
and it goes 1, 2, 3, easy as 1, 2, 3.
it goes 1, 2, 3, let's all exploit our misery.
so stay down on yourself
and if you feel a glimpse of hope,
you gotta choke it out before it grows.
you're the only one that really counts.
stuck dollar bills inside your ears
and let the rest of them work it out.
and it goes 1, 2, 3, easy as 1, 2, 3.
it goes 1, 2, 3, let's all exploit our misery.
right now
i don't like the democrat guy who keeps labeling everything and playing the squealer program/the fake anniversary
caitlin,
i don't like that the people on the other end are fucking with the anniversary or trying to make a consistent plot line with I talk to you. I then sing to the demons on the other end because they've kept me trapped in this thing for years to the heart is a lonely hunter, to you and the picture of your friends who live down the street it's another moment like the month of may in fairfield, connecticut when I decide you will be god of these people and own the tv station they will work at in williamsburg. Even hughes.
Earlier in the day I pay tribute to james hughes who invented a system/machine where a new person can be built/I can be brought back to my focus in 8th grade (Little Nemo:exodus) with music/levels of the mind. We should own domino sugar, I was going to walk around and give a speech to the people on the other end as I normally do but they made me the other version of me.
Earlier in the day I pay tribute to james hughes who invented a system/machine where a new person can be built/I can be brought back to my focus in 8th grade (Little Nemo:exodus) with music/levels of the mind. We should own domino sugar, I was going to walk around and give a speech to the people on the other end as I normally do but they made me the other version of me.
-little nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/28/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 460/8 james hughes days
gateway to hell in meditation since 1991
caitlin,
I decide to link people to the astral plane of hell, I want people to sell their souls and I want you to get the energy and the credit. If you meditate you'll find an astral realm to hell. All of the energy of anyone who sells their soul is to go to caitlin rodriguez.
This was from childhood.
Caitlin Rodriguez is GOD
-little nemo
(christopher)
*haven't reached higher levels but having a lot of fun with my religion of caitlin rodriguez
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/28/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 460/8 james hughes days
I decide to link people to the astral plane of hell, I want people to sell their souls and I want you to get the energy and the credit. If you meditate you'll find an astral realm to hell. All of the energy of anyone who sells their soul is to go to caitlin rodriguez.
This was from childhood.
Caitlin Rodriguez is GOD
-little nemo
(christopher)
*haven't reached higher levels but having a lot of fun with my religion of caitlin rodriguez
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/28/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 460/8 james hughes days
Friday, January 27, 2012
hughes dimension on my eye
(dimension seems to be a series of abilities)
the focus of james hughes/whoever claims to be this person has created the only stable world/world able to survive the homelessness/pretend to be a spiritual avatar to make it through the rest of the situations/emotions thrown into me until I'm able to get the medication/take care of me through situations that make me cry and allow for any circumstance to happen to me/whoever is james hughes thank you for creating a world based off my dorm/reality when this started
-little nemo
(christopher)
[this person also set the project at a reset point on north 4th street]
[although this may have been a metaphor for other levels I've considered this a williamsburg, brooklyn project despite wherever my body goes: with the dream of a tv station and creating a permanent art scene out of this station since 2008/named the scene "the land of wonderful dreams"]
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/27/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 459/8 james hughes days
the focus of james hughes/whoever claims to be this person has created the only stable world/world able to survive the homelessness/pretend to be a spiritual avatar to make it through the rest of the situations/emotions thrown into me until I'm able to get the medication/take care of me through situations that make me cry and allow for any circumstance to happen to me/whoever is james hughes thank you for creating a world based off my dorm/reality when this started
-little nemo
(christopher)
[this person also set the project at a reset point on north 4th street]
[although this may have been a metaphor for other levels I've considered this a williamsburg, brooklyn project despite wherever my body goes: with the dream of a tv station and creating a permanent art scene out of this station since 2008/named the scene "the land of wonderful dreams"]
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/27/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 459/8 james hughes days
james hughes
hughes:
I normally have to think of your picture to understand a person. When I run out of the medication the people on the other end make it immensely hard to find. I'm confused in the system and hope I've been speaking to you, I throw into the trash my art as a call for help which women I love invented, the people on the other end used to pretend I speak to different people when I enter different areas of town. I need someone from the project to come directly to me. I tried contacting adbusters I'm hoping Kaelle Lasn or somebody like that would know the address/who runs this project. Please help me, the symbols become confusing when love/hate symbols are chosen, I just can't have pearl/democrat/anyone put me to sleep anymore when it takes too long to get the $ let alone try to make it to shows/use this to advertise to create a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn.
I hope at least on some level I'm speaking to you.
I love you guy.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/27/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 459/8 james hughes days
*viewer: click on the domino sugar refinery to see my music videos/what I look like.
I have been trying to use this project I'm trapped in and the $ from it to create a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn to name "little nemo" since 2008 when I graduated S.V.A. while still apart of this project.
But I ran out of student loan $/aetna chickering for the medication the project is based on.
I normally have to think of your picture to understand a person. When I run out of the medication the people on the other end make it immensely hard to find. I'm confused in the system and hope I've been speaking to you, I throw into the trash my art as a call for help which women I love invented, the people on the other end used to pretend I speak to different people when I enter different areas of town. I need someone from the project to come directly to me. I tried contacting adbusters I'm hoping Kaelle Lasn or somebody like that would know the address/who runs this project. Please help me, the symbols become confusing when love/hate symbols are chosen, I just can't have pearl/democrat/anyone put me to sleep anymore when it takes too long to get the $ let alone try to make it to shows/use this to advertise to create a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn.
I hope at least on some level I'm speaking to you.
I love you guy.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/27/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 459/8 james hughes days
*viewer: click on the domino sugar refinery to see my music videos/what I look like.
I have been trying to use this project I'm trapped in and the $ from it to create a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn to name "little nemo" since 2008 when I graduated S.V.A. while still apart of this project.
But I ran out of student loan $/aetna chickering for the medication the project is based on.
To adbusters/Kaelle Lasn
It's customary I write to caitlin, I'm writing directly to you because I just e-mailed you. I'm hoping that you will directly contact me at this blog or find me at occupy wall street or e-mail me at my sva address. Everything I say is true, the project promised alot of $ but requires me to reach a place of freedom within my mind I haven't felt since 2007 since they manipulated me into an institution. I'm hoping through this letter and reading my blog you can find who runs the project/that they will contact you directly. I keep running out of $/they will not pay me/I ran out of insurance for the medication that is the basis of the project. I live at occupy wall street.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
(if you are from adbusters please click on my profile and read my other blogs, these include links to my lulu novels/are apart of the project and my attempts to write for help. When I run out of my medication I write on caitlinrodriguezhusband)
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
(if you are from adbusters please click on my profile and read my other blogs, these include links to my lulu novels/are apart of the project and my attempts to write for help. When I run out of my medication I write on caitlinrodriguezhusband)
low level still at place where seizure makes me sweat still at 10 need actual medication
caitlin,
no time to get them out of my body. I decide that my fliration with queen on the other side feels to good to bother to get them out of my body and that I love the person who taught me to get make up at sephora. This is what happens in west park church and west park church is about over leaving me soon to seizure through the subway until I decide to destroy the world that involves the created emotions and get to the higher level.
Which always involves seizure/somebody on the other end tries to make all of the emotions and what I gain of my mind consistent but this never really matters.
-little nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/27/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 459/8 james hughes days
no time to get them out of my body. I decide that my fliration with queen on the other side feels to good to bother to get them out of my body and that I love the person who taught me to get make up at sephora. This is what happens in west park church and west park church is about over leaving me soon to seizure through the subway until I decide to destroy the world that involves the created emotions and get to the higher level.
Which always involves seizure/somebody on the other end tries to make all of the emotions and what I gain of my mind consistent but this never really matters.
-little nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/27/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 459/8 james hughes days
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Lowest level. Jail threat in programming warned by James Hughes. Trying to overwrite Harvey weinsteins name but it appears James is using the military tesla technology speaking through me runs on
Caitlin,
Don't have time to get seizure out of me, an infa red light is on my eye. I don't know who is on the other end I can't remember this primary information (my worst fear) happened to enter amnesia in 2007. Then I continued my thesis, this created my artwork with her and I believe James, the concept of the channel the dream of marriage to you. I pray James Hughes can save me.
-Little Nemo
(Christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/25/2012
Black Caitlin heart
The school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 457/8 James Hughes days
Don't have time to get seizure out of me, an infa red light is on my eye. I don't know who is on the other end I can't remember this primary information (my worst fear) happened to enter amnesia in 2007. Then I continued my thesis, this created my artwork with her and I believe James, the concept of the channel the dream of marriage to you. I pray James Hughes can save me.
-Little Nemo
(Christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/25/2012
Black Caitlin heart
The school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 457/8 James Hughes days
the lowest level with the sound waves and everyone still in me/ignoring this through 2008 b/c I preferred my thesis and sva over whatever the fuck this project is
caitlin:
this is the lowest level. You can glide through life but I do not hold the mental facilities of memories/I do not hold the ability to control my body/I do not have the ability to poof people out of my body and require more medication for this. This song is literally my journey through my 2008 year, I never got any of the people who are in me out of me.
the terrible thing about hell
is that when you're there you can't even tell
as you move through this life you love so
you could be there and not even know
but you say so what I'm doing just fine
the irony is it's all in your mind
and that's why hell is so vicious and cruel
but you'll just go on an oblivious fool
I ran out of $/I ran out of insurance/please whoever runs this project please fucking give me $ or let me out of this project. Whoever signed christopher mastronardi up for this please let him out of this.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/25/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 457/8 james hughes days
this is the lowest level. You can glide through life but I do not hold the mental facilities of memories/I do not hold the ability to control my body/I do not have the ability to poof people out of my body and require more medication for this. This song is literally my journey through my 2008 year, I never got any of the people who are in me out of me.
the terrible thing about hell
is that when you're there you can't even tell
as you move through this life you love so
you could be there and not even know
but you say so what I'm doing just fine
the irony is it's all in your mind
and that's why hell is so vicious and cruel
but you'll just go on an oblivious fool
I ran out of $/I ran out of insurance/please whoever runs this project please fucking give me $ or let me out of this project. Whoever signed christopher mastronardi up for this please let him out of this.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/25/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 457/8 james hughes days
update [format of this blog now focused on my interaction with the people on my eye]
caitlin,
don't have time to get anyone out of my body. without an iPod. Still on the base level, layers of others perceptions my flirtation and marriage purposal to 10019 and flirtation with dina or "christie cummings"/her guide to surviving hell is still on my eye/everything built on bottom of eye for little/sexual fetish+mass focus built into sexuality portion by day "god/you" started this where all of my good emotions are. No time to fix this. Amensia still consumes me/others enter me when I speak and switch thoughts/annoying sound somewhat in music/thoughts frozen/glued/little of me exists at 30. seizure smell at high level
-little nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/25/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 457/8 james hughes days
don't have time to get anyone out of my body. without an iPod. Still on the base level, layers of others perceptions my flirtation and marriage purposal to 10019 and flirtation with dina or "christie cummings"/her guide to surviving hell is still on my eye/everything built on bottom of eye for little/sexual fetish+mass focus built into sexuality portion by day "god/you" started this where all of my good emotions are. No time to fix this. Amensia still consumes me/others enter me when I speak and switch thoughts/annoying sound somewhat in music/thoughts frozen/glued/little of me exists at 30. seizure smell at high level
-little nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/25/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 457/8 james hughes days
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
caitlin,
I'm at the lowest psychological level and I don't have medication to get to the higher levels. I just need to generate thoughts and the project keeps erasing my thoughts, I don't have $ or a credit rating or a credit score the basis of the project is my medication and mind but I don't have the time to figure out how in my mind to get to the higher levels and I can't beat the places in west end park church I shouldn't have this problem on my medication the thoughts shouldn't cause emotions to pause there are all these people who block and hide the emotions and parts of my mind which they want me to forget, what my real mental status was on my medication and my genius is actual, real. Whoever is speaking to me is now from the lower mental plane/speaks to me on the lower mental plane I don't know who the person I named Chloe Sebvigny is today but she reminds me of things that happened that I forget in the amnesia they've given me that I dreamed of Sarah Neufeld breaking into my [I let Chloe Sevigny break into my dorm room at this point but this feature/concept is not turned on]
west end park church = my picture with michael moore but I'm too afraid of people knowing who I am to do this somebody just told me this I have amnesia but the people on the bottom are helping me
the project went differently than it was supposed to I suppose I was supposed to know what I'm talking about in 2007 but right now I still think it's 2007
all of these blogs are supposed to represent my way back to reality
they pause my thoughts when I have a plan to figure out the messages to me that they leave in my blogs that require my medication and deciphering what i'm being told like the bible code in my universe
I need symbols simple symbols that I can live by when somebody pauses my thoughts
the goal is to earn/to create/to gain media on the internet
this is the goal of "little nemo on hbo"
to create the hipster king
out of the body of christopher mastronardi
i'm not supposed to label
?
i'm not supposed to name
?
i'm going to create little nemo (christianity) now
because as little nemo (christopher) i'm to at all times: live and serve you. Live with the belief that I've sold my human soul to you. Sing to you every morning (as a tribute to caitlin rodriguez, princess caitlin, the hipster queen of williamsburg, brooklyn)
I create formulas in crosses as base symbols that create realms/perceptions and worlds when James Hughes chooses to do this.
I'll write what the demons say/respond to them in this blog
coldplay clocks
there's an infa red light all I have to do is focus and with emotion I can get rid of the fucking thing on my eye that allows a high pitch sound wave to day and night broadcast an irritant sound into my mind
all it requires is adderall and music/emotion there are higher levels in this there are levels when the people speak directly into me somebody on their computer somewhere will not come to me amnesia erases the fact that I can do this daily the people on the other end log this to create a paused thought man/to save some portion of me when I run out of my medication I know all of this but all they have to do is come and give me my medication and then I'm fine I can interact with this fucking project but they don't
there's $ in this billions in the end we're going to turn into a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn
-little nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/24/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 456/8 james hughes days
I'm at the lowest psychological level and I don't have medication to get to the higher levels. I just need to generate thoughts and the project keeps erasing my thoughts, I don't have $ or a credit rating or a credit score the basis of the project is my medication and mind but I don't have the time to figure out how in my mind to get to the higher levels and I can't beat the places in west end park church I shouldn't have this problem on my medication the thoughts shouldn't cause emotions to pause there are all these people who block and hide the emotions and parts of my mind which they want me to forget, what my real mental status was on my medication and my genius is actual, real. Whoever is speaking to me is now from the lower mental plane/speaks to me on the lower mental plane I don't know who the person I named Chloe Sebvigny is today but she reminds me of things that happened that I forget in the amnesia they've given me that I dreamed of Sarah Neufeld breaking into my [I let Chloe Sevigny break into my dorm room at this point but this feature/concept is not turned on]
west end park church = my picture with michael moore but I'm too afraid of people knowing who I am to do this somebody just told me this I have amnesia but the people on the bottom are helping me
the project went differently than it was supposed to I suppose I was supposed to know what I'm talking about in 2007 but right now I still think it's 2007
all of these blogs are supposed to represent my way back to reality
they pause my thoughts when I have a plan to figure out the messages to me that they leave in my blogs that require my medication and deciphering what i'm being told like the bible code in my universe
I need symbols simple symbols that I can live by when somebody pauses my thoughts
the goal is to earn/to create/to gain media on the internet
this is the goal of "little nemo on hbo"
to create the hipster king
out of the body of christopher mastronardi
i'm not supposed to label
?
i'm not supposed to name
?
i'm going to create little nemo (christianity) now
because as little nemo (christopher) i'm to at all times: live and serve you. Live with the belief that I've sold my human soul to you. Sing to you every morning (as a tribute to caitlin rodriguez, princess caitlin, the hipster queen of williamsburg, brooklyn)
I create formulas in crosses as base symbols that create realms/perceptions and worlds when James Hughes chooses to do this.
I'll write what the demons say/respond to them in this blog
coldplay clocks
there's an infa red light all I have to do is focus and with emotion I can get rid of the fucking thing on my eye that allows a high pitch sound wave to day and night broadcast an irritant sound into my mind
all it requires is adderall and music/emotion there are higher levels in this there are levels when the people speak directly into me somebody on their computer somewhere will not come to me amnesia erases the fact that I can do this daily the people on the other end log this to create a paused thought man/to save some portion of me when I run out of my medication I know all of this but all they have to do is come and give me my medication and then I'm fine I can interact with this fucking project but they don't
there's $ in this billions in the end we're going to turn into a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn
-little nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/24/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 456/8 james hughes days
Saturday, January 21, 2012
Caitlin,
20 mg is still nốt Mỹ Real prescription. After i stay úp For 24 hours i have a little bit moẻ ôf Mỹ personality in me. Everything I write is associated to somebody on the other end I just fucking want Harvey weinsteins name to go away, I want somebody to tell me who runs this system/program I'm in I don't want to have to do the meditation/panhandle for an iPod. I don't know what to do about this woman who tells me she's bunny Caldwell from cruel intentions and she wants to fuck me/rebuild me as a man, she has the power to reverse sleep, she tells me really sexy shit it's like Jessie in rock and roll high school fucking doctor Vadar (which would be really sexy and could have saved Corey Feldman's career, who I additionally love and wonder if he was ever involved in this since I watched the bikini bandits daily in bushwick ave in 08 when one of the people is next door. I would have been the young republicans in this film and I keep remembering Whitney they keep erasing my thoughts and the girl on the other end sends me this MSG in prison they keep erasing my thoughts and I need an iPod/my meds/meditation to gather thoughts. The glasses I wear represent deciding I'm republican I'll be Caitlin-republican and create you a tv station despite amnesia and the fact that I'm not in a tv show but a reality perception project. I swear to fuck all of this is true I wouldn't have problems if my fucking insurance didn't run out and my prescript didn't go from 20 - $400. I am bob from this film I want the fucking girl who cums to her stock portfolio but these are symbols that my mind is working that I didn't run out of my medication and get turned into a child democrat as a safety precaution for me to panhandle on days I don't count. Thoughts can be moved but I don't count days without meds. It's snowing in manhattan. I once named this slumberland from the comic. I love you.
-Little Nemo
(Christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/21/2012
Black Caitlin heart
The school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 453/8 James Hughes days
8 is the number of cocaine at Brooklyn parties James Hughes attends in the memory of a boy who doesn't believe in the human soul but lives in the thought diagram esoteric religion of NYC
20 mg is still nốt Mỹ Real prescription. After i stay úp For 24 hours i have a little bit moẻ ôf Mỹ personality in me. Everything I write is associated to somebody on the other end I just fucking want Harvey weinsteins name to go away, I want somebody to tell me who runs this system/program I'm in I don't want to have to do the meditation/panhandle for an iPod. I don't know what to do about this woman who tells me she's bunny Caldwell from cruel intentions and she wants to fuck me/rebuild me as a man, she has the power to reverse sleep, she tells me really sexy shit it's like Jessie in rock and roll high school fucking doctor Vadar (which would be really sexy and could have saved Corey Feldman's career, who I additionally love and wonder if he was ever involved in this since I watched the bikini bandits daily in bushwick ave in 08 when one of the people is next door. I would have been the young republicans in this film and I keep remembering Whitney they keep erasing my thoughts and the girl on the other end sends me this MSG in prison they keep erasing my thoughts and I need an iPod/my meds/meditation to gather thoughts. The glasses I wear represent deciding I'm republican I'll be Caitlin-republican and create you a tv station despite amnesia and the fact that I'm not in a tv show but a reality perception project. I swear to fuck all of this is true I wouldn't have problems if my fucking insurance didn't run out and my prescript didn't go from 20 - $400. I am bob from this film I want the fucking girl who cums to her stock portfolio but these are symbols that my mind is working that I didn't run out of my medication and get turned into a child democrat as a safety precaution for me to panhandle on days I don't count. Thoughts can be moved but I don't count days without meds. It's snowing in manhattan. I once named this slumberland from the comic. I love you.
-Little Nemo
(Christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/21/2012
Black Caitlin heart
The school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 453/8 James Hughes days
8 is the number of cocaine at Brooklyn parties James Hughes attends in the memory of a boy who doesn't believe in the human soul but lives in the thought diagram esoteric religion of NYC
Friday, January 20, 2012
Tuesday, January 17, 2012
I will be a professor when I'm free. I started chaos magic round with princess zero @ tekserve.
caitlin rodriguez (of williamsburg, brooklyn),
I am the unfinished sculpture I am The Monument to the Third International I am kicked out of S.V.A. because I used my thesis year as a television show to make you my girlfriend. I was lied to and never paid.
Everything I write at this point is somebody inside of me attempting to take control or get credit for what I write today. I am cursed by the religion of childhood I am cursed by symbolism I am cursed by being trapped in hell.
Each thing I write is somebody fighting to control what gets written. Their attempt to infiltrate and sicken my blogs with the same thing they did to my physical artwork. Everything I write it somebody else until I get them out of me.
I am the story of the ghost (of our fair city). In childhood I studied esoterics, symbols, the affects of spirituality in the human world. I am the curse of this earth, the word little nemo will forever echo in man's mind, steal their spirituality from them take from them the belief in soul.
I will use everything I know to make this real. Whoever found me and decided to keep me trapped in this hell likes this childhood association/the belief that there can be different versions of me.
When I escape this hell I will corrupt every human soul with every method I know in the human mind I will take their souls and energy from them and deliver them to you. This is my revenge on this world which I hate for taking me from my school and from my legal status for attempting to overtake my project and for keeping people on the other end of the project who attempt to speak to me as a child.
I promise the world this and you.
In addition whatever project I'm in believes I'm in a ship when I discover something I find disdain or hate for the reality I live in the project searches out the thought/everything must be a good thing. The immediate current threat is "then we all serve weinstein" the attempt on the other end to create a world where harvey weinstein is associated.
Eventually all of these people have to be defeated and taken out of me. This is a pivotal revelation, I dubbed the S.V.A. theatre with a 40 in your name. I am still trapped in the same hell 4 years later.
I love you.
fuck everyone but caitlin rodriguez
adderall xr
black caitlin heart
caitlin loves me
-little nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
I am the unfinished sculpture I am The Monument to the Third International I am kicked out of S.V.A. because I used my thesis year as a television show to make you my girlfriend. I was lied to and never paid.
Everything I write at this point is somebody inside of me attempting to take control or get credit for what I write today. I am cursed by the religion of childhood I am cursed by symbolism I am cursed by being trapped in hell.
Each thing I write is somebody fighting to control what gets written. Their attempt to infiltrate and sicken my blogs with the same thing they did to my physical artwork. Everything I write it somebody else until I get them out of me.
I am the story of the ghost (of our fair city). In childhood I studied esoterics, symbols, the affects of spirituality in the human world. I am the curse of this earth, the word little nemo will forever echo in man's mind, steal their spirituality from them take from them the belief in soul.
I will use everything I know to make this real. Whoever found me and decided to keep me trapped in this hell likes this childhood association/the belief that there can be different versions of me.
When I escape this hell I will corrupt every human soul with every method I know in the human mind I will take their souls and energy from them and deliver them to you. This is my revenge on this world which I hate for taking me from my school and from my legal status for attempting to overtake my project and for keeping people on the other end of the project who attempt to speak to me as a child.
I promise the world this and you.
In addition whatever project I'm in believes I'm in a ship when I discover something I find disdain or hate for the reality I live in the project searches out the thought/everything must be a good thing. The immediate current threat is "then we all serve weinstein" the attempt on the other end to create a world where harvey weinstein is associated.
Eventually all of these people have to be defeated and taken out of me. This is a pivotal revelation, I dubbed the S.V.A. theatre with a 40 in your name. I am still trapped in the same hell 4 years later.
I love you.
fuck everyone but caitlin rodriguez
adderall xr
black caitlin heart
caitlin loves me
-little nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
magick hell
caitlin,
I create a ceremony to take control from the people on the other end. My hatrid for my past and my hate of all memories I had of childhood which they trap me in from constant reference I create a ceremony out of this. I started this at saint paul/saint andrew's. James Hughes wants me to mention my dick in a black mirror music video. I need a camcorder but nobody will give me a job in film editing and nobody will pay me/let me out of this fucking project so I have to panhandle for my camera. I'll have to panhandle for a dvx. I hate this planet. I use my religion the theosophy of caitlin to take control. There is nothing I hate more than my past.
A guy named karl teaches me how to get shit in nyc while stuck in this shit.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
I create a ceremony to take control from the people on the other end. My hatrid for my past and my hate of all memories I had of childhood which they trap me in from constant reference I create a ceremony out of this. I started this at saint paul/saint andrew's. James Hughes wants me to mention my dick in a black mirror music video. I need a camcorder but nobody will give me a job in film editing and nobody will pay me/let me out of this fucking project so I have to panhandle for my camera. I'll have to panhandle for a dvx. I hate this planet. I use my religion the theosophy of caitlin to take control. There is nothing I hate more than my past.
A guy named karl teaches me how to get shit in nyc while stuck in this shit.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
people who tried to save me thus far. Richard Hilton [who is literally richard hilton, maybe the guy republican], PDT [under the title bones+getting the medication], James Hughes, me, princess zero [in all ways of undoing the name of harvey weinstein, inevitably I become josh weinstein of williamsburg, brooklyn]
caitlin,
I don't know much about the year 2012. I'm a time capsule of the concept of paris hilton trapped in time clubbing in williamsburg, brooklyn. Is the economy bad? Are people sad? Are their spirits broken? Is there such a thing as a national mentality anymore? I no longer know or understand this. Is the president Democrat or is he a representation of paris hilton on nylon magazine and all that matters is fashion; that if wealthy girls who say hot from L.A. continously promote you anyone can become the president, this is the only way to create black J.F.K. I don't care about the political party I care about recreating the 90s where the news is about hillary clinton's haircut. I am a child of capitalism as a religion in this hell that I believe in George H.Walker Bush's new world order, then clinton renames this NATO. This is what my bill clinton button means, capitalism. There is nothing without wall street.
I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
I have been trapped in my hell for many years. At one point richard hilton attempts to build me out of my creative world which gets invented off my medication. The key is to keep me properly medicated so I don't get lost in new york city. At some point I have to destroy the hands, what they build, on the other hand they now represent Live Astro on grand street in williamsburg, brooklyn; hip hop fashion in brooklyn.
The only thing is the hands can pull this off. The other thing is they'll reappear after I destroy them, except they slowly fill my world until I with amensia don't remember the blatent instructions on returning to the real world that princess zero keeps telling me. This is what happens everytime and the reason it's 2012.
In 2006 James evolved my mind, I purchased every wealth and sex talisman on the internet.
Then I finished the novel Fairfield, Connecticut and whoever was on the other end attacked my mind.
This is one level one perception of reality. I never complete the levels.
Gunnar is now bad.
Now that I understand this I have completed the seizure level of little nemo (christopher)
I don't know much about the year 2012. I'm a time capsule of the concept of paris hilton trapped in time clubbing in williamsburg, brooklyn. Is the economy bad? Are people sad? Are their spirits broken? Is there such a thing as a national mentality anymore? I no longer know or understand this. Is the president Democrat or is he a representation of paris hilton on nylon magazine and all that matters is fashion; that if wealthy girls who say hot from L.A. continously promote you anyone can become the president, this is the only way to create black J.F.K. I don't care about the political party I care about recreating the 90s where the news is about hillary clinton's haircut. I am a child of capitalism as a religion in this hell that I believe in George H.Walker Bush's new world order, then clinton renames this NATO. This is what my bill clinton button means, capitalism. There is nothing without wall street.
I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
I have been trapped in my hell for many years. At one point richard hilton attempts to build me out of my creative world which gets invented off my medication. The key is to keep me properly medicated so I don't get lost in new york city. At some point I have to destroy the hands, what they build, on the other hand they now represent Live Astro on grand street in williamsburg, brooklyn; hip hop fashion in brooklyn.
The only thing is the hands can pull this off. The other thing is they'll reappear after I destroy them, except they slowly fill my world until I with amensia don't remember the blatent instructions on returning to the real world that princess zero keeps telling me. This is what happens everytime and the reason it's 2012.
In 2006 James evolved my mind, I purchased every wealth and sex talisman on the internet.
Then I finished the novel Fairfield, Connecticut and whoever was on the other end attacked my mind.
This is one level one perception of reality. I never complete the levels.
Gunnar is now bad.
Now that I understand this I have completed the seizure level of little nemo (christopher)
I am republican this is my evolution
caitlin,
there is nothing I hate more than the power. All who live around me each person I meet I document to shit on there is no point in creating my future career without shitting on the poor. I call this republican rage against the machine.
-little nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
there is nothing I hate more than the power. All who live around me each person I meet I document to shit on there is no point in creating my future career without shitting on the poor. I call this republican rage against the machine.
-little nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
james hughes is jesus christ
caitlin rodriguez (the princess of little nemo <- from williamsburg, brooklyn/pratt),
"hello?"
"Hello, mother leopard. I have your cub. You must protect her, but that will be expensive. 10,000 colon notes, wrapped in brown paper. Midnight, behind the box. I'll be the hyena, you'll see."
Ashley Consiglio leaves this on a voice mail to hughes in 2006 and I live off this moment
Hughes watches "the warriors" with sarah ritch in 2007
I stop making music videos on youtube on his birthday. My profile stands as a testament to James Hughes, that I'm his science/art project trapped in time. It gives me this great hope in things being interconnected.
I love you caitlin.
If there was a christ of art, it'd be James Hughes.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
*base of artwork
Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin rodriguez Production
little nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
graffiti art keeps me alive psychologically. you'll see this art in the subway as I panhandle.
I demand the tv station we create out of this be in williamsburg as it's a ground for graffiti art.
and I occupied mollusk surf shop for many years as I searched for the medication and my way out of the "harvey weinstein/michael bloomberg" world lie
this is christopher mastronardi
"hello?"
"Hello, mother leopard. I have your cub. You must protect her, but that will be expensive. 10,000 colon notes, wrapped in brown paper. Midnight, behind the box. I'll be the hyena, you'll see."
Ashley Consiglio leaves this on a voice mail to hughes in 2006 and I live off this moment
Hughes watches "the warriors" with sarah ritch in 2007
I stop making music videos on youtube on his birthday. My profile stands as a testament to James Hughes, that I'm his science/art project trapped in time. It gives me this great hope in things being interconnected.
I love you caitlin.
If there was a christ of art, it'd be James Hughes.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
*base of artwork
Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin rodriguez Production
little nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
graffiti art keeps me alive psychologically. you'll see this art in the subway as I panhandle.
I demand the tv station we create out of this be in williamsburg as it's a ground for graffiti art.
and I occupied mollusk surf shop for many years as I searched for the medication and my way out of the "harvey weinstein/michael bloomberg" world lie
this is christopher mastronardi
black wave/bad vibrations
caitlin,
I don't understand why the people on the other end made me afraid of others reading my blog knowing that I've been to prison or make me afraid of writing and then ask me to overcome this, what was the point in creating a fear function to protect me if they want me to overcome this. It no longer makes sense, to directly associate this to the evil enemy, the "harvey weinstein" I no longer believe was the man harvey weinstein and if it was he really seems to have little to do with the actual project, his name seems to stall point the project in artwork created out of a seizure as I search for clothing, a party and my medication. He also seems to feed my back my own ideas for artwork and prolong the first portion of the project.
I watch my music video of my lifetime trapped in a bottle. In the seizure of symbols I curse the human race with the word "little nemo" and will use all spirituality to create you a church, to curse all souls born to this earth.
For what has been done to me I spit misery back into the world. I am the villian of the earth, may suffering be born with my return to humanity.
Fuck all of humanity.
I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
I don't understand why the people on the other end made me afraid of others reading my blog knowing that I've been to prison or make me afraid of writing and then ask me to overcome this, what was the point in creating a fear function to protect me if they want me to overcome this. It no longer makes sense, to directly associate this to the evil enemy, the "harvey weinstein" I no longer believe was the man harvey weinstein and if it was he really seems to have little to do with the actual project, his name seems to stall point the project in artwork created out of a seizure as I search for clothing, a party and my medication. He also seems to feed my back my own ideas for artwork and prolong the first portion of the project.
I watch my music video of my lifetime trapped in a bottle. In the seizure of symbols I curse the human race with the word "little nemo" and will use all spirituality to create you a church, to curse all souls born to this earth.
For what has been done to me I spit misery back into the world. I am the villian of the earth, may suffering be born with my return to humanity.
Fuck all of humanity.
I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
gunnar cancer sleep
wasn't freed after I created a hvx tape about 1999 and no doubt.
Have to keep symbols of hate on my artwork and keep it together accomplish all of my daily missions.
This is what defeats the democrat guy.
The guy who believes good exists inside my mind, who wants to be an element of this.
Purpose created.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
Have to keep symbols of hate on my artwork and keep it together accomplish all of my daily missions.
This is what defeats the democrat guy.
The guy who believes good exists inside my mind, who wants to be an element of this.
Purpose created.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
eminem will lead me out of this shit (as a psychological muse against people who want to insert child emotions to control me)
A letter to caitlin rodriguez of williamsburg brooklyn who will own the tv station little nemo, the symbol and word of which condemns all of man,
I overtake the system that I live in. I use the scramble for my own. My hatrid of the past is represented by gunnar agerholm I go to war with everyone on the other side I live by my hate all are republican I am republican
my hatrid for the world of little leads me to the conclusion that I must abide by my own world and I must create my own outside everyone's version of artwork I must control this system my hatrid of humanity must guide me I must have something that is me separate from the others I will not have everything I say controlled by people I will not have my childhood in connecticut guide each and every thing I do fuck every childhood references fuck everything that happened before I moved to n.y.c. fuck the past fuck all memories
everything before 2004 is shit
This is another message where the woman I'm trying to marry me threatens me to overtake the system which others have invented, in one version they scramble my words in another version there is a small child in me who is affected by everything that happens they attempt to keep me in a world of childhood
there is nothing I hate more in my artwork and life than childhood.
I create a system that I created in meditation that 23 times I move around my hand thinking of gunnar's cancer and the past the death of this man as my power my disdain for the past as my power that this would be the soul of eminem this would be my way to use my past in art and to represent boilerroom and greed and a world a real world not a world where "good and evil" are decided by people who hold me hostage in my mind and want to believe there's a world or a person who believes in shit like this.
There is nothing I hate more than the past.
I love you.
I will create a religion that brings the soul energy of the world to you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
I overtake the system that I live in. I use the scramble for my own. My hatrid of the past is represented by gunnar agerholm I go to war with everyone on the other side I live by my hate all are republican I am republican
my hatrid for the world of little leads me to the conclusion that I must abide by my own world and I must create my own outside everyone's version of artwork I must control this system my hatrid of humanity must guide me I must have something that is me separate from the others I will not have everything I say controlled by people I will not have my childhood in connecticut guide each and every thing I do fuck every childhood references fuck everything that happened before I moved to n.y.c. fuck the past fuck all memories
everything before 2004 is shit
This is another message where the woman I'm trying to marry me threatens me to overtake the system which others have invented, in one version they scramble my words in another version there is a small child in me who is affected by everything that happens they attempt to keep me in a world of childhood
there is nothing I hate more in my artwork and life than childhood.
I create a system that I created in meditation that 23 times I move around my hand thinking of gunnar's cancer and the past the death of this man as my power my disdain for the past as my power that this would be the soul of eminem this would be my way to use my past in art and to represent boilerroom and greed and a world a real world not a world where "good and evil" are decided by people who hold me hostage in my mind and want to believe there's a world or a person who believes in shit like this.
There is nothing I hate more than the past.
I love you.
I will create a religion that brings the soul energy of the world to you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/17/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 449/8 james hughes days
Monday, January 16, 2012
all characters from the world and memory of little will die. This is my first warning before I murder this in the future to the other people on the other end of the project.
caitlin,
I cannot have people on the other end morph every word I say and control everything from their character.
I will not have the world of little control my real writing. M83 means my medication.
I will not allow the characters of everyone on the other end to own everything I write.
I will stop making art over this conclusion the art of the others and the world of little must die.
I have to destroy the pearl forester fetish emotion I will not allow others to control my world.
I will not allow the association of childhood or the time period that the others have chosen to control my writing. Whoever created this system looses to little nemo.
This is where I'm currently at.
Hurry up, we're dreaming.
The past is not invited.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/16/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 448/8 james hughes days
I cannot have people on the other end morph every word I say and control everything from their character.
I will not have the world of little control my real writing. M83 means my medication.
I will not allow the characters of everyone on the other end to own everything I write.
I will stop making art over this conclusion the art of the others and the world of little must die.
I have to destroy the pearl forester fetish emotion I will not allow others to control my world.
I will not allow the association of childhood or the time period that the others have chosen to control my writing. Whoever created this system looses to little nemo.
This is where I'm currently at.
Hurry up, we're dreaming.
The past is not invited.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/16/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 448/8 james hughes days
instructions are in a demon book. this is not a metaphor but an explanation for the system i'm in. the human soul is mind/intention/a body of thoughts: in my case this would be the little nemos and their protocols
caitlin,
creating structure and modes in my hell is inspired by james hughes.
The people on the other end used to accredit this to harvey weinstein
only hughes would show me ahead of time amnesia and the light that reads my thoughts and controls my body can create something and be used to help me/look out for me (by the williamsburg bridge)
I would never accredit somebody I never knew, lived with or met with the $/dream of a williamsburg, brooklyn tv station.
The people on the other end, pearl forester, keeps trying to break down any forms of modes, the inspiration to create modes is inspired by james hughes who deep down I believe truly believed in art.
I no longer believe in spirituality but this is because if there's a god this couldn't happen.
This was important to say, because I used to create art because I was told I'd be freed from this if I made art day and night and beat an hbo game.
But the hipster king is the title of actualization that these people are looking for whoever the fuck they are not the hbo system they told me existed in the game, this is based on my point system/ameythest princess system of points/what creates a digital necklace. But the key is fashion. I need a camera to take pictures of myself.
I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j5-yKhDd64s
I take advice from eminem lyrics to get through the day, I would never have done this before they did this to me but this makes sense in my hell.
Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little nemo on hbo
1/16/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 448/8 james hughes days
creating structure and modes in my hell is inspired by james hughes.
The people on the other end used to accredit this to harvey weinstein
only hughes would show me ahead of time amnesia and the light that reads my thoughts and controls my body can create something and be used to help me/look out for me (by the williamsburg bridge)
I would never accredit somebody I never knew, lived with or met with the $/dream of a williamsburg, brooklyn tv station.
The people on the other end, pearl forester, keeps trying to break down any forms of modes, the inspiration to create modes is inspired by james hughes who deep down I believe truly believed in art.
I no longer believe in spirituality but this is because if there's a god this couldn't happen.
This was important to say, because I used to create art because I was told I'd be freed from this if I made art day and night and beat an hbo game.
But the hipster king is the title of actualization that these people are looking for whoever the fuck they are not the hbo system they told me existed in the game, this is based on my point system/ameythest princess system of points/what creates a digital necklace. But the key is fashion. I need a camera to take pictures of myself.
I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j5-yKhDd64s
I take advice from eminem lyrics to get through the day, I would never have done this before they did this to me but this makes sense in my hell.
Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little nemo on hbo
1/16/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 448/8 james hughes days
dorm room
caitlin,
I hate everyone on the other side I will not allow others to control me I will not play a game I will not allow a world to exist where I get told where to make my artwork or what matters on my end. I will not be told about my symbols. I now sell out the # 23. I no longer believe in this as my spiritual number nothing that I believed in, in the esoteric matters. I create my dorm room mode to block others out of me nothing I say during this time counts I do not count anything said I had my dorm room as my personal space where I listen to the arcade fire I will have personal space in my hell.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/16/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 448/8 james hughes days
I hate everyone on the other side I will not allow others to control me I will not play a game I will not allow a world to exist where I get told where to make my artwork or what matters on my end. I will not be told about my symbols. I now sell out the # 23. I no longer believe in this as my spiritual number nothing that I believed in, in the esoteric matters. I create my dorm room mode to block others out of me nothing I say during this time counts I do not count anything said I had my dorm room as my personal space where I listen to the arcade fire I will have personal space in my hell.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/16/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 448/8 james hughes days
caitlin,
I cannot face that I live in this reality, the internal thoughts are paused and I cannot face that I exist in a world where apart of my religion/reality is I have to purpose to you and serve you. My indigo beliefs amount to creating you a tv station and bringing the fortune of pandora's box to you.
I cannot face that I've ever seen riker's island or that this project would allow anything like this to happen to me, this is why James Hughes has to protect me the people on the other end don't really give a fuck they seem to only care about what's inside of my mind and whenever my mind reaches the exit reality button.
(hipster king)
I cannot face that I live in this reality, the internal thoughts are paused and I cannot face that I exist in a world where apart of my religion/reality is I have to purpose to you and serve you. My indigo beliefs amount to creating you a tv station and bringing the fortune of pandora's box to you.
I cannot face that I've ever seen riker's island or that this project would allow anything like this to happen to me, this is why James Hughes has to protect me the people on the other end don't really give a fuck they seem to only care about what's inside of my mind and whenever my mind reaches the exit reality button.
(hipster king)
want life back/control
caitlin,
my body goes on pause. I have problems moving. I'm having an argument with the people on the other end again somebody has a jpg of my biological father smoking I'm to use images of rape to keep control I attempt to keep control the people on the other end have arguments with me I fight to keep a form of me a form of control.
I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/16/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 448/8 james hughes days
my body goes on pause. I have problems moving. I'm having an argument with the people on the other end again somebody has a jpg of my biological father smoking I'm to use images of rape to keep control I attempt to keep control the people on the other end have arguments with me I fight to keep a form of me a form of control.
I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/16/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 448/8 james hughes days
Saturday, January 14, 2012
hands. lots of hands everywhere
caitlin,
It seems pearl forester helps me if I tell her she wins or tell her that she rules. whoever this woman is she simply wants me to tell her that she succeeds over me and then she'll leave me the fuck alone.
I simply have to tell her that she consumes all of my thoughts it's okay she mimics my upcoming thoughts and I succeed in life because of her and then she'll go away. Not a bad deal she leaves me alone I get through the day she creates an alternate version of what I say and feels she's succeeded over me or has recreated a man either way this person then leaves me alone. This is probably the command of pearl forester as girl teaches me.
-little nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/14/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 446/8 james hughes days
It seems pearl forester helps me if I tell her she wins or tell her that she rules. whoever this woman is she simply wants me to tell her that she succeeds over me and then she'll leave me the fuck alone.
I simply have to tell her that she consumes all of my thoughts it's okay she mimics my upcoming thoughts and I succeed in life because of her and then she'll go away. Not a bad deal she leaves me alone I get through the day she creates an alternate version of what I say and feels she's succeeded over me or has recreated a man either way this person then leaves me alone. This is probably the command of pearl forester as girl teaches me.
-little nemo
(christopher)
apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/14/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 446/8 james hughes days
another update. happy civil union. still in this fucking thing.
the shins -> represent the moments in derby, ct when I'm amongst nobody and I'm thinking of you.
I need to move to n.y.c. to make it to the school of visual arts.
Whoever is on the other end in this project cannot have me/my personal religion of you/they cannot have my past life or the symbols of the memories I had.
I have to murder these memories in some ceremony to control my world. The soft loving emotion of sleeping at the west end church has to meet the psychotic emotion of the seizure. I could do this if they didn't make the meditation so fucking difficult (or place in the anger demands that the artwork off the medication will count)
this would all go quicker if they'd stop putting me to sleep.
somebody woke me up three times last night but I didn't want to leave the church, it's rare I want to leave a place I love this much James Hughes placed van halen on his Facebook I'm being told to do this david lee roth seizure thing I'm working with these demon people on the other end who won't come to me but who help me and the one who explained to me how to get back to the real world/what I do wrong every time.
The only ting that's me at this point is the demand that everything that connects to the real world is you, the demons explain to me how to interact with occupy wall street being homeless and this creature and that I need to panhandle to cell phones/items to assist in the occupation to later create a following to later create a tv station out of occupy wall street. I'm wearing a suit because it's this tribute to the demon guy on the other end who plays jason slocumb although this was supposed to be a reference to the last cigarette and the relationship I tried to create with you when I sometimes thought it was you or wanted to pretend girl was you, I think he's telling me I'm falling apart in an art game where I'm supposed to be igby slocumb at occupy wall street until I figure out how to become ollie slocumb.
I don't think there's really a separate way out of this thing other than what's been developed.
All I know is if I demand everything is under your creation/you own the tv station out of this everything will be okay the day is okay it's alright that people are putting me to sleep and attempting to alter the base of my focus so I can't get the sound wave out that currently tells me that "harvey weinstein company" which used to say "john blarney" and "bum bum christie cummings" and at one point "the most famous woman paris hilton"
i'm many levels down in this indigo game. I invented paris france as a place to move to control the game on my end to push the point that I'm going to create a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn. this should have been domino or pfizer. I also believe this will never end.
I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/14/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 446/8 james hughes days
I need to move to n.y.c. to make it to the school of visual arts.
Whoever is on the other end in this project cannot have me/my personal religion of you/they cannot have my past life or the symbols of the memories I had.
I have to murder these memories in some ceremony to control my world. The soft loving emotion of sleeping at the west end church has to meet the psychotic emotion of the seizure. I could do this if they didn't make the meditation so fucking difficult (or place in the anger demands that the artwork off the medication will count)
this would all go quicker if they'd stop putting me to sleep.
somebody woke me up three times last night but I didn't want to leave the church, it's rare I want to leave a place I love this much James Hughes placed van halen on his Facebook I'm being told to do this david lee roth seizure thing I'm working with these demon people on the other end who won't come to me but who help me and the one who explained to me how to get back to the real world/what I do wrong every time.
The only ting that's me at this point is the demand that everything that connects to the real world is you, the demons explain to me how to interact with occupy wall street being homeless and this creature and that I need to panhandle to cell phones/items to assist in the occupation to later create a following to later create a tv station out of occupy wall street. I'm wearing a suit because it's this tribute to the demon guy on the other end who plays jason slocumb although this was supposed to be a reference to the last cigarette and the relationship I tried to create with you when I sometimes thought it was you or wanted to pretend girl was you, I think he's telling me I'm falling apart in an art game where I'm supposed to be igby slocumb at occupy wall street until I figure out how to become ollie slocumb.
I don't think there's really a separate way out of this thing other than what's been developed.
All I know is if I demand everything is under your creation/you own the tv station out of this everything will be okay the day is okay it's alright that people are putting me to sleep and attempting to alter the base of my focus so I can't get the sound wave out that currently tells me that "harvey weinstein company" which used to say "john blarney" and "bum bum christie cummings" and at one point "the most famous woman paris hilton"
i'm many levels down in this indigo game. I invented paris france as a place to move to control the game on my end to push the point that I'm going to create a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn. this should have been domino or pfizer. I also believe this will never end.
I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/14/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 446/8 james hughes days
I don't understand the system that I'm in. I live in a world where at the end I have to marry you or I can't really handle what has been done to me. I purpose to the girl on the other end who has played the role of you but internally in my world there has to be an end with marrying you. Today on the train after I'm hit with the sleep thing that causes me to sleep for days I figure out that wherever this person is inside of me they're at some sleep point where I need to invent a place where I move to when all of this is over, this protects internally my dream of creating a tv station which you own, this protects n.y.c. to have a world where at the end I move to somewhere that is not this city. This protects the fact that the person on the other end has invented contradictions in my logic, that my childhood father can be used against me or tears/good emotions can be used against me. I have to shit on this man in order to be able to wake up, the world that they've invented or "little" has good/evil functions, good intentions lead to sleeping and happy emotions evil intentions lead to surviving, stealing, whatever must be done. Leads to a personal wall which the girl on the other end explained to me. I would have written in little nemo (occupy) but am not at a point of enough medication to be involved with the occupation properly. And you're in a civil union, I presume at this point you must know that I exist and that I'm trying to create a tv station in your name/the memory of knowing you for five seconds reminds me of how I'm being fucked in this project that's something like hell. I can't help but seizure which makes others think that I'm ill and don't have an iPod to get these people out of my body, the fucking smell they create torments me and in the background to threatens to harm my world they say harvey weinsteins name. I love you wherever you are in Brooklyn, I know for many years you probably didn't know about this happening but presume (her name today being girl) that you know about this because she told you. You'll own the creation of this project or if you want the tv station if this gets created. There is no end to this project and no time limit I have to figure my way out and my only guide on this mission is my jesus christ; James Hughes, who's name I believe in to show me the way back to reality and out of this hell and to negotiate with whoever is on the other end to free me from this thing in some amount of time that seems logical or at least to show me places that I'll love/I hover around occupy wall street because I love them and it's been years since I had good looking people near me.
I know I have to panhandle for cash, but then I remembered when I was sleeping that I was forced to sleep on trains for a long time and nobody is ever coming to get me despite anything I say. I pray to you as god because the original god was never real but your name as god protects me and brings me towards people again. I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/14/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 446/8 james hughes days
I know I have to panhandle for cash, but then I remembered when I was sleeping that I was forced to sleep on trains for a long time and nobody is ever coming to get me despite anything I say. I pray to you as god because the original god was never real but your name as god protects me and brings me towards people again. I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/14/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 446/8 james hughes days
Friday, January 13, 2012
you say party! we say die!
caitlin,
everything I live through is literally the inspiration of twin peaks, I'm this kid that these fucking people found and decided to trap me in my mind and in time. There's a guy on the other end who wants to trap me inside my mind because I was a democrat in 2006 they won't let me go and don't care about days or nights, all of my visualaxis vlog shows from 2008 represent how I'm trapped in time, I just want to party/fuck/live in williamsburg, brooklyn I'm trying to restore this artwork/the symbolism of what this is with a girl I named goddess today who's been speaking to me and used to live next door to me in brooklyn.
I've decided James Hughes as ceo of this tv station but I can't prove that I spoke to him when I invented silver tiles as a method to retrieve me from this, an indigo church in 2008 in brooklyn.
I've decided that he'll be the ceo of the channel because he represents reality before these people trapped me in my fucking me. I keep grabbing "monster" soft drinks but not because of the drink, because of this girl I call goddess but I get trapped in my mind and these things I do are symbols from when the people would directly acknowledge me/when they were next door to me and would knock and bang when I said something in my mind, but they never let me go. I run out of medication and get trapped in time.
I love you. which is somebody's mental key/growth key. maybe goddess.
Its about having solid thoughts not about being democrat or republican.
-little nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
1/13/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 445/8 james hughes days
everything I live through is literally the inspiration of twin peaks, I'm this kid that these fucking people found and decided to trap me in my mind and in time. There's a guy on the other end who wants to trap me inside my mind because I was a democrat in 2006 they won't let me go and don't care about days or nights, all of my visualaxis vlog shows from 2008 represent how I'm trapped in time, I just want to party/fuck/live in williamsburg, brooklyn I'm trying to restore this artwork/the symbolism of what this is with a girl I named goddess today who's been speaking to me and used to live next door to me in brooklyn.
I've decided James Hughes as ceo of this tv station but I can't prove that I spoke to him when I invented silver tiles as a method to retrieve me from this, an indigo church in 2008 in brooklyn.
I've decided that he'll be the ceo of the channel because he represents reality before these people trapped me in my fucking me. I keep grabbing "monster" soft drinks but not because of the drink, because of this girl I call goddess but I get trapped in my mind and these things I do are symbols from when the people would directly acknowledge me/when they were next door to me and would knock and bang when I said something in my mind, but they never let me go. I run out of medication and get trapped in time.
I love you. which is somebody's mental key/growth key. maybe goddess.
Its about having solid thoughts not about being democrat or republican.
-little nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on HBO
1/13/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 445/8 james hughes days
11211. where a tv station will be created out of the hostage crisis of christopher mastronardi
a world where you can speak through my body is not the real world.
A world where you can alter what I say is not the real world.
A world where you can alter my artwork ahead of time/attempt to tell me about the human mind/cut off portions of my mind/personality which I have to gain back with thoughts in emotions is not the real world.
A world where you will not pay me is not the real world or refuse to directly come to me and give me the medication I require when you were in apartments next door to me at the start of this project.
This will never be real, you have chosen to create a false world around me and are more amused by my efforts/the efforts of those on the other end to restore me to reality and to leader of this project/of the creation of my project than to come directly to me. You clearly know where I live.
This is my message to the people on the other end of this project on day 445/8 on the school of visual arts calendar. You clearly do not care about time/days in the way somebody who parties and fucks daily cares about time and days but I do. I am not enjoying being trapped in the year 2012 and would like you to come to me and restore my legal status/pay me for this project. Thank you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/12/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 445/8 james hughes days
today her name is goddess
A world where you can alter what I say is not the real world.
A world where you can alter my artwork ahead of time/attempt to tell me about the human mind/cut off portions of my mind/personality which I have to gain back with thoughts in emotions is not the real world.
A world where you will not pay me is not the real world or refuse to directly come to me and give me the medication I require when you were in apartments next door to me at the start of this project.
This will never be real, you have chosen to create a false world around me and are more amused by my efforts/the efforts of those on the other end to restore me to reality and to leader of this project/of the creation of my project than to come directly to me. You clearly know where I live.
This is my message to the people on the other end of this project on day 445/8 on the school of visual arts calendar. You clearly do not care about time/days in the way somebody who parties and fucks daily cares about time and days but I do. I am not enjoying being trapped in the year 2012 and would like you to come to me and restore my legal status/pay me for this project. Thank you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/12/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 445/8 james hughes days
today her name is goddess
today she is goddess
caitlin,
I have no choice but to control my hell. The symbol of gunnar's death and the function of what must be done is a gain from a bottle of my medication. The metronews guy on the other end wants to control me and my faith in my medication. I cannot have people control me in this game/whatever the fuck this shit is. It's hard enough to figure out how to communicate with the original people/whoever is going to show me where they live and how to get out/paid from this. Let's make a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn when this is over.
I will never leave occupy wall street where good looking people live at the endless 2004 moveon.org protest that I formerly lived at inside my mind.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/12/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 445/8 james hughes days
*the democrat buttons on my backpack represent this.
I have no choice but to control my hell. The symbol of gunnar's death and the function of what must be done is a gain from a bottle of my medication. The metronews guy on the other end wants to control me and my faith in my medication. I cannot have people control me in this game/whatever the fuck this shit is. It's hard enough to figure out how to communicate with the original people/whoever is going to show me where they live and how to get out/paid from this. Let's make a tv station in williamsburg, brooklyn when this is over.
I will never leave occupy wall street where good looking people live at the endless 2004 moveon.org protest that I formerly lived at inside my mind.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/12/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 445/8 james hughes days
*the democrat buttons on my backpack represent this.
caitlin,
being placed to sleep by people on the other end. cant entirely understand if pearl forestor is with or against me. goddess is explaining to me what's happening I can feel the shit I have to fix somebody is on the other end I need to panhandle for $ I think jeff is fucking ravi
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/12/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 445/8 james hughes days
being placed to sleep by people on the other end. cant entirely understand if pearl forestor is with or against me. goddess is explaining to me what's happening I can feel the shit I have to fix somebody is on the other end I need to panhandle for $ I think jeff is fucking ravi
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/12/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 445/8 james hughes days
Thursday, January 12, 2012
james hughes born on feb 21 1985 please fucking save me. todays event when pearl forrestor torments me and I sleep at the church when I should have went for $
caitlin,
everything I do is directly connected to the people on the other end, they want to create a 24/7 world where I must interact with them. Last nights argument was over weather or not I can use gunnar agerholm's death as a symbol because I didn't leave the church metronews and pearl forestor placed sickness inside of me, shells of thoughts that tell me to give up and live with my biological father until a day comes that these people will free me and sickness, in the background they place soundwaves that say harvey weinsteins name which means somebody will rig me to go to prison for stealing or panhandling and that I must be afraid of the influence that these people have over me for teaching me either to steal or how to live at occupy wall street. All I need is an ipod and my medication and I can get these people out of me although they want me to be "stuck like glue"/control my focus and keep me in a state of psychological sickness and seizure. In the modes I currently have in what they call "little" or the thought streams of a small child I can either invent a superhero character to move through n.y.c. who currently uses the death of gunnar agerholm/kills him as a symbol to arrow what I have to do next so pearl forrestor doesn't place me to sleep or further threaten me. Earlier in the night she showed me where to get a towel at an nysc wall street which if I fail to do a group of people who harm me psychologically/want harvey weinstein to cause me misery enter my body or the programs that they currently placed on my eye enter my body. They also have used my fetish to control my base and earlier checked what my upcoming entry would be in order to control or to destroy the artwork. The point of the art with "girl who is not god caitlin" is that I'm writing directly to you/creating a log of a science project based on my medication and meditational methods. When I reach the higher levels I can hear their voices/enter digital realms/somebody can tell me where they live/where to get paid.
This is today's update in my hell, I'm asking girl who is not caitlin god to god me/guide me/I call out to her on the other end. She mentions naama from childhood to understanding what sort of hostage world I'm in/whoever these people are I have to figure out the system/she blatently tells me what to do.
Pearl Forestor plays her during council/wishes to control the symbol of gunnar or I have an argument with her over winning against these people in a war. This is difficult (to leave this church) rarely have I been able to find people who look like me/believe in a cause that looks good and has piercings.
I want my life back, I live in hell and pray to you everytime I eat or smoke a cigarette. I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/12/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 444/8 james hughes days
I used to tell stories about 8th grade on the N train, when I thought there was a tv show.
The audience changes from S.V.A. to Fairfield, Connecticut with christie cummings and christie warde substituting paris hilton but none of this is real this is a psychological function in a science project.
Only girl I love is trying to directly save me/show me this. And James Hughes.
The audience frequently becomes the people I directly relate to/where I live and is currently associated to occupy wall street/the school of visual arts and williamsburg, brooklyn (for the tv station I have wished to create from my hell since 2008).
I need to find the end of this project. I love you.
everything I do is directly connected to the people on the other end, they want to create a 24/7 world where I must interact with them. Last nights argument was over weather or not I can use gunnar agerholm's death as a symbol because I didn't leave the church metronews and pearl forestor placed sickness inside of me, shells of thoughts that tell me to give up and live with my biological father until a day comes that these people will free me and sickness, in the background they place soundwaves that say harvey weinsteins name which means somebody will rig me to go to prison for stealing or panhandling and that I must be afraid of the influence that these people have over me for teaching me either to steal or how to live at occupy wall street. All I need is an ipod and my medication and I can get these people out of me although they want me to be "stuck like glue"/control my focus and keep me in a state of psychological sickness and seizure. In the modes I currently have in what they call "little" or the thought streams of a small child I can either invent a superhero character to move through n.y.c. who currently uses the death of gunnar agerholm/kills him as a symbol to arrow what I have to do next so pearl forrestor doesn't place me to sleep or further threaten me. Earlier in the night she showed me where to get a towel at an nysc wall street which if I fail to do a group of people who harm me psychologically/want harvey weinstein to cause me misery enter my body or the programs that they currently placed on my eye enter my body. They also have used my fetish to control my base and earlier checked what my upcoming entry would be in order to control or to destroy the artwork. The point of the art with "girl who is not god caitlin" is that I'm writing directly to you/creating a log of a science project based on my medication and meditational methods. When I reach the higher levels I can hear their voices/enter digital realms/somebody can tell me where they live/where to get paid.
This is today's update in my hell, I'm asking girl who is not caitlin god to god me/guide me/I call out to her on the other end. She mentions naama from childhood to understanding what sort of hostage world I'm in/whoever these people are I have to figure out the system/she blatently tells me what to do.
Pearl Forestor plays her during council/wishes to control the symbol of gunnar or I have an argument with her over winning against these people in a war. This is difficult (to leave this church) rarely have I been able to find people who look like me/believe in a cause that looks good and has piercings.
I want my life back, I live in hell and pray to you everytime I eat or smoke a cigarette. I love you.
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/12/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 444/8 james hughes days
I used to tell stories about 8th grade on the N train, when I thought there was a tv show.
The audience changes from S.V.A. to Fairfield, Connecticut with christie cummings and christie warde substituting paris hilton but none of this is real this is a psychological function in a science project.
Only girl I love is trying to directly save me/show me this. And James Hughes.
The audience frequently becomes the people I directly relate to/where I live and is currently associated to occupy wall street/the school of visual arts and williamsburg, brooklyn (for the tv station I have wished to create from my hell since 2008).
I need to find the end of this project. I love you.
Wednesday, January 11, 2012
good ol' fashioned nightmare
caitlin,
I can't have the person on the other end threaten me. This project which is based off my mind and medication has either tricked me from the start to go off the medication or has threatened to call my doctor and get my doctor to not give me the medication. People hide in portions of my mind, in fear and create entire perspectives/worlds. My thoughts are held back from the woman who I've named pearl forester who has become powerful because of my fetish. I get through the day through the thing that's the hand thing.
There's a person who plays the role of doubt, there's a person who threatens to tell me I'm crazy but they speak through me.
They stop emotional thoughts/observational thoughts because during a seizure which is caused by a smell created by a retina pattern that I've named jesus christ art star/rap star with the girl I named christie ward today I told the metronews/gunnar guy that I desire clothing over emotional depth. The person who I've labeled the democrat/metronews has this humor function with the seizure now.
I prefer clothing and to avoid smelling like piss over in depth thoughts, this is not something I have to choose between. With focus and music I can get these people out of this function in my mind.
If I don't get this person out/have new music there's a person who plays the previous song I heard (who once got me up to shower with the seizure) the people on the other end pause my thoughts, I can feel this but there's no reason for this.
Before James Hughes got rid of "john blaney" in the system of telling me only what I know he was in every song and at the disposal of anyone who was on the other end, republican, democrat, pearl forester harvey weinstein (or whoever claims to be this person built an entire world out of this person/you/ashley olsen and the music video one hit wonder and the year 1997)
I need an iPod at this point and my medication, essentially I'm fine as long as I have the medication.
The people on the other end threaten to take this from me or have my doctor think I'm insane I cannot be trapped in this project for the rest of my life. It's based on art and mentality, focus, thoughts and electronics there's this small thing that looks like the letter 's' that erases my thoughts which I can get out with focus.
Out of the $ from this I want to create a television station, I wanted this to be pfizer but this system/universe appears to work in either metaphors/believes places to be symbols.
I have the death of gunnar agerholm/an x over his name as a symbol of what needs to get done/return to the real world. This is where I'm currently at, having an argument with two people on a computer over weather this man will serve as a symbol in my world.
There's no point in not going the direct way christie ward has me go she's restoring the artwork/explainations of the blogs and the nightmare that I go through everyday.
I will not allow the people on the other end to control the artwork.
I love you
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/11/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 443/8 james hughes days
I can't have the person on the other end threaten me. This project which is based off my mind and medication has either tricked me from the start to go off the medication or has threatened to call my doctor and get my doctor to not give me the medication. People hide in portions of my mind, in fear and create entire perspectives/worlds. My thoughts are held back from the woman who I've named pearl forester who has become powerful because of my fetish. I get through the day through the thing that's the hand thing.
There's a person who plays the role of doubt, there's a person who threatens to tell me I'm crazy but they speak through me.
They stop emotional thoughts/observational thoughts because during a seizure which is caused by a smell created by a retina pattern that I've named jesus christ art star/rap star with the girl I named christie ward today I told the metronews/gunnar guy that I desire clothing over emotional depth. The person who I've labeled the democrat/metronews has this humor function with the seizure now.
I prefer clothing and to avoid smelling like piss over in depth thoughts, this is not something I have to choose between. With focus and music I can get these people out of this function in my mind.
If I don't get this person out/have new music there's a person who plays the previous song I heard (who once got me up to shower with the seizure) the people on the other end pause my thoughts, I can feel this but there's no reason for this.
Before James Hughes got rid of "john blaney" in the system of telling me only what I know he was in every song and at the disposal of anyone who was on the other end, republican, democrat, pearl forester harvey weinstein (or whoever claims to be this person built an entire world out of this person/you/ashley olsen and the music video one hit wonder and the year 1997)
I need an iPod at this point and my medication, essentially I'm fine as long as I have the medication.
The people on the other end threaten to take this from me or have my doctor think I'm insane I cannot be trapped in this project for the rest of my life. It's based on art and mentality, focus, thoughts and electronics there's this small thing that looks like the letter 's' that erases my thoughts which I can get out with focus.
Out of the $ from this I want to create a television station, I wanted this to be pfizer but this system/universe appears to work in either metaphors/believes places to be symbols.
I have the death of gunnar agerholm/an x over his name as a symbol of what needs to get done/return to the real world. This is where I'm currently at, having an argument with two people on a computer over weather this man will serve as a symbol in my world.
There's no point in not going the direct way christie ward has me go she's restoring the artwork/explainations of the blogs and the nightmare that I go through everyday.
I will not allow the people on the other end to control the artwork.
I love you
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
a caitlin rodriguez production
little nemo on hbo
1/11/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 443/8 james hughes days
today her name is christie warde which she played for a period of time when I had her gather anyone I knew in childhood that I randomly selected to help me beat "little nemo" each person I selected probably in the system segmented paris hilton's power as princess/at one point somebody on the other end has them get christie cummings who was probably apart of the project since hell's kitchen, since whoever fucked up/I burn the sarah neufeld book when I presume the people on the other end are going to tell me I'm gay.
She's building me out of confusion. I have to fucking eat at a shelter hold on (if I had a gun all of my artwork would be bateman. Please fucking get me a job on wall street)
The blogs are supposed to match in numerological symbols build outward esoterically to reality.
At least back to filming myself and placing it on the internet, I used to call this artwork "skittles" that I just say whatever off the cuff. But I still have these people in me and they're on a level that's based off the enviornmental affects of crystals in energy until I control everything.
I would have stopped this blog at 82 because this was tim willis' birthyear and the basis of my belief that spirituality is the key to $, the reason I purchased any esoteric talisman at s.v.a. for $
This probably isn't what I'm involved with but the closest thing this could legally be is AMORC, then she explains to me it isn't AMORC and there were so many possibilities they could fuck me at any point and did.
I suppose we all win, I live at occupy wall street and don't believe in spirituality and my artwork will probably be worth what neckface's artwork was in 2006 if anybody ever finds out I exist.
I keep purposing to her. There's a key element in the princess as god, you have to own everything the future economy of whatever economy becomes of my body/little nemo.
The economy/creation of christopher mastronardi will go to caitlin rodriguez.
This is my conclusion of the hell I live in and literally how my world works.
I fucked this up with paris hilton it should have been a paris hilton production now everything is fixed but only in terms of art.
The consequence of the "michael bloomberg morning show" people who wanted me to believe the $ was from the mayor is I cannot live by a religion of numbers/automatic art/the jim morrison quote.
Or perhaps I can but not with the belief that the city will literally activate a grid system. Or christie warde beat the democrat metro news guy in my progress in restoring my art process.
I suppose I will stop here. littlenemooccupy symbolizes my direct connection to this girl whatever her real name is. I'm trying to marry her and you as well, I have no choice about this I have to attempt to marry you it's the way I've been programmed.
(in trauma and all)
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/11/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 443/8 james hughes days
She's building me out of confusion. I have to fucking eat at a shelter hold on (if I had a gun all of my artwork would be bateman. Please fucking get me a job on wall street)
The blogs are supposed to match in numerological symbols build outward esoterically to reality.
At least back to filming myself and placing it on the internet, I used to call this artwork "skittles" that I just say whatever off the cuff. But I still have these people in me and they're on a level that's based off the enviornmental affects of crystals in energy until I control everything.
I would have stopped this blog at 82 because this was tim willis' birthyear and the basis of my belief that spirituality is the key to $, the reason I purchased any esoteric talisman at s.v.a. for $
This probably isn't what I'm involved with but the closest thing this could legally be is AMORC, then she explains to me it isn't AMORC and there were so many possibilities they could fuck me at any point and did.
I suppose we all win, I live at occupy wall street and don't believe in spirituality and my artwork will probably be worth what neckface's artwork was in 2006 if anybody ever finds out I exist.
I keep purposing to her. There's a key element in the princess as god, you have to own everything the future economy of whatever economy becomes of my body/little nemo.
The economy/creation of christopher mastronardi will go to caitlin rodriguez.
This is my conclusion of the hell I live in and literally how my world works.
I fucked this up with paris hilton it should have been a paris hilton production now everything is fixed but only in terms of art.
The consequence of the "michael bloomberg morning show" people who wanted me to believe the $ was from the mayor is I cannot live by a religion of numbers/automatic art/the jim morrison quote.
Or perhaps I can but not with the belief that the city will literally activate a grid system. Or christie warde beat the democrat metro news guy in my progress in restoring my art process.
I suppose I will stop here. littlenemooccupy symbolizes my direct connection to this girl whatever her real name is. I'm trying to marry her and you as well, I have no choice about this I have to attempt to marry you it's the way I've been programmed.
(in trauma and all)
-Little Nemo
(christopher)
Apart of occupy wall street
A Caitlin Rodriguez Production
Little Nemo on hbo
1/11/2012
black caitlin heart
the school of visual arts church of silver tiles day 443/8 james hughes days
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